lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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recap
"strong ass weed damn." i said choking. she gave me some water while laughing and i drunk. i went back to the blunt and i did better this time.
i aint think it was gon be that strong it caught me off guard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
jhene and i finished that blunt and now we're just talking and chilling.
"you should tell me more about yourself." i randomly said. i say randomly because i was just talking about how unicorns are just the gays of the horse community. idk either man idk. it makes sense tho.
"uhhhhhh i dont know what to say. let me think." should we talk deeply already ? shit mind as well. "my whole name is jhene selene davis. i love the moon ugh i love the moon. she so pretty. crazy how my middle name means moon." she started to ramble on and on about the moon. she looked so passionate about the subject and just so genuine.
"even though my aesthetic is earthy black girl i hate outside. like i love plants but i hate the bugs and the pollen and just ugh. ill like go to a park like i was the other day but i cant stay for long. ummmm lets see, i guess i can tell you about my mother. she was everything her smile was amazing and her aura was so bright. she passed on december 18th i still remember it like it was yesterday."
and everything went silent on my end.
"my birthday." i whispered. more to myself if anything but she still heard me. "she passed on my birthday ?" i questioned. she looked stunned, "i— i guess so. its fine though you shouldnt feel any type of way about it." she reassured me. im glad she did because i was definitely gonna feel like it was my fault in some way.
i seen her began to rock like she wanted to actually lay down, "come here mama." she crawled towards me. "you tired?" she nodded her head so i grabbed her. i opened my legs and laid her back on my stomach rubbing her head.
a random tune popped in my head. it was melodic, soothing. not really knowing the words just the harmonies,i decided to hum it. letting the tune lead me in its path. i felt jhene stiffen and rise up. "am i tripping ?"
i cocked my eyebrow at her, "what do you mean," i asked.
"can you hum again?" so i did and her lip started to quiver. i was confused but i immediately pulled her in for a hug. she started to cry in my arms but it didnt last long before she came up with a slight smile on her face.
"it was my mama. she made that song for me. it wasnt a released song or anything it was homemade kind of like a lullaby. she must be communicating through you to me." she sniffled with a laugh.
even though im high out my mind i understood everything that she was saying."it goes like this, every breath you take and every move you make every bond you break every step you take I'll be watching you. every single day And every word you say every game you play every night you stay I'll be watching you." she sang. she sang beautifully.
"i didnt know you could sing too . you sound beautiful." i complimented.
"thank you i also like to watch the stars. theyre so pretty." she randomly said. i chuckled. "ou you said too ? you can sing billie ?" she asked looking up to me. i nodded my head. "can you sing for me?"
(an: song in the header )
i cleared my throat, "sure, I'm in the mood for love Simply because you're near me. Funny, but when you're near me. I'm in the mood for love. Heaven is in your eyes.Bright as the stars we're under. Oh! Is it any wonder. I'm in the mood for love?"
"you sound so angeliccc billieeee." she cheesed.
"thank you selene."
"why my middle name?" she asked. i shrugged, "i dont know i guess i just like it. you called the moon pretty and youre pretty yourself so why not?" i charmed.
"Tu es tout aussi jolie ,mon soleil." (translation: youre just as pretty my sun)
"i am too high to even try to understand what you just said." i said staring at her. "do you really think you can heal me?" i asked her out of the blue.
"no not fully but i do think i can be there. every step of the way through your healing process." she grabbed my hands to straighten my arms out so she could rub them up and down. "i knew your smile was hiding something i just dont know what."
"its hiding whats under that blanket on the wall." she paused for a second and went back to rubbing me. "i just write whatever bad intrusive thought comes to mind on that wall. and then i cover it up with something flashy and expensive."
"when im done with you, youll be using that blanket to clean those thoughts and erase them for good."
"you really think so?" i asked with sincere hope laced in my voice. she sat up so she can straddle me. looking me deep in my eyes, staring into my soul like she was looking for something.
"I want to be the first place to go when youve had a bad day or a good day." she finally says. her hands trail up my stomach up to my chest. keeping one hand on my heartbeat rubbing it. she brung down her head so she can kiss it. taking her other hand to my face caressing my cheek. i didnt even realize i was crying until she wiped my tears away kissing them dry.
"i will kiss your tears away until the moon and sun permanently collide." she reached up kissing my forehead and i kissed where her heartbeats as she did me.
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double uploading at 2am is insane
i have to get up for school in 5hrs💀
but omg a lil romantic scene i love it ugh 😩
hiii i hope youre enjoyinggg !!
im editing the chapters guys ! when youre done with this book check out the sequel <3
