lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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this horrible ass banner LMAO #boozoe
What does billie see in her? Im trying to see it i really am. I just cant see it. Shes not doing it for me, how is she doing it for her? This should be me. I was here first.
Billie's head should be in my lap. Not her feet. God ive always hated her feet. Theyre so long and pale. But if i have to settle for this, just to touch any part of her is a privilege and blessing i wont miss out on.
Then i felt someone tapping me. Omg its bil– the girlfriend. Ugh. i should be the girlfriend. I was here first.
"Hey zoe stop doing that. Shes trying to sleep." she whispered to me. Who does she think she is? What is it? I cant play with my best friend now? Bullshit. I was here first.
"Oh please, im just playing with my best friend. And besides. Shes supposed to be up during the movie not sleep." i said forcing a smile on my face. God i hate her.
I shouldnt have to explain myself to her. Billie is mine and im goiing to continue to do it. She not stopping shit i do with billie. I was here first.
I felt billie shuffling under me. I got so excited the smile on my face was starting to appear until, "Dude stop fucking touching and tickling me. Im literally trying to sleep." billie snapped at me causing my smile to falter.
"Hey billie calm do– no im not. I heard jhene trying to get her to stop. I wanted to see how long it was going to take for her to stop. That shit is annoying damn." billie snapped, cutting drew off.
What did i do? I just wanted to play. I just wanted her attention, the same attention jhene gets. I deserve it. I was here first.
I looked down to see jhene and billie interlocking fingers. When i looked up at them they were staring almost right through each other.
It was like they were talking to each other with their eyes. "Baby just go upstairs to my room. Go sleep in my bed, ill be there in a bit." jhene said and it was like billie was calming down almost automatically.
Billie turned her head giving me a look that could kill, before walking upstairs. Jhene followed after going in the kitchen doing something.
I just turned back to the tv trying to distract myself from crying. How could she humiliate me like this ? my thoughts were cut off by a loud boom upstairs.
I jumped along with everyone in the room."Everyone stay here. Im going to check on her. Ill call out if i need help." the girl said before rushing upstairs with a mug in her hands.
"This is bizarre. Why are we not going up there? Its bille for crying out loud." i complained pacing the room.
"Billie is in great hands zoe. Just calm down. If she needs help she'll let us know." x told me. Everyone else just nodded.
"Bullshit! Im going up there." i announced.
"Girl just get out the way damn." the boy with braiids said mugging me.
"Right all in front of the damn tv, shit." the red head said eating popcorn. I just rolled my eyes going to the stairs.
"I dont think you should do that zo." drew told me. "I dont really care anymore." i said going up the stairs quietly. I looked around the halls trying to figure out which room to go to.
I turned my head and seen a cracked door, i walked closer hearing whimpers. I peeked in and saw the bitch rubbing something on billies feet.
She was crying and everything right in her face. But she didnt stop she just kept touching her. I took my phone out taking pictures. I knew this bitch was evil. Shes going down.
Right when i was about to leave i heard mumbling in the room. I turned around listening in. they were saying some sort of incantation.
Is she doing voodoo or some shit?? Is she trying to curse my best friend?? The talking died down, and i heard footsteps coming towards me. I bent the corner trying to get out of sight.
But i noticed no one came out so i peeped my head around. It was silent until i heard billie whispering something. All i heard was, "heal me."
Did she heal my best friend? Did she hurt her just to heal her? Thats some next level savior complex shit. But i guess it was smart.
Ill give her her flowers, i can acknowledge brilliance when i see it. Even if it comes from my sworn enemy. Even though it shouldve been me. i was here first.
I should be the one helping billie through sickness and health. Good times and bad times. Just like how we were growing up. It shouldnt be jhene. It should be me.
I was here first.
this is OFFICIALLY the end of the Heal Me book omg !
