6/12/21
Trying my best to Fight the demons inside. Not letting those voices to take over. Looking for this nigh to end for the sun to shine.
Yet it becomes hard when the world becomes quite and the moon hides behind those clouds reminding me of my miseries.
When I no longer have to pretend and let those tears fall. Trying to console myself with white lies. Drowning into the never ending sea. With the words they said reminding me of myself. I let those walls down only to get broken by the only hope left with me.
Those sleepless nights never left my side with those voice that stays with me. Fighting this battles against myself. Standing in this cell with just myself. Singing my feelings out trying to tell them my story they enjoyed the music but ignored the meaning behind those lyrics.
Instead blaming me for not opening up. Just how long will I fight this war.. until I break down completely. Yet I know I'll be the one at fault. I'll soon be losing my fight Letting the darkness to overshadow the sun. Falling into the dark hole of my fate from where no one returns.
-late night diaries.
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Blue & Grey
Non-FictionA diary written by a suicidal and depressed soul going through the hardest time fighting her own inner demons. My diary. 💜
