⚠️TW: PANIC ATTACK ⚠️
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Eloise's pov
I woke up to really loud music sounding around the house like wtf is going on why is there music at 9 am.
I go down the stairs to see mom and mama dancing around the kitchen and smiling to each other how cute are they? Goddd but why can't they be cute at another time that's not 9 in the morning ??
"Why are you guys being so loud it's early" I tell them sounding kinda mad wich I kinda am
"Oh come on El dance with us" mama tells me
And you know what for some reason I do feel like dancing so why not join them too
It's kinda weird dancing with them and calling them mom and mama I never had that and now that I do I can't help but feel a little awkward but not in a bad way cuz I really like being here and feeling loved it's new to me and sometimes overwhelming but most of the time it's feels really nice
After our dance session mom told me to go sit down to eat breakfast because mama and her want to talk to me about something wich im kind of nervous about but I guess I juts have to wait and see what they want to talk about
Scarlett's pov
"So El me and mama wanted to talk to you about school since you're staying here with us" I told her and o swear I could see the color of her face immediately drain and go Pale
"El we really don't want to make this hard for you so we've been thinking that if you want you could do online schooling but we did talk to Clara about it and she said that maybe going to a normal school could be good for you so you can make friends your age and well me and mom think it could be a good idea too" lizzie tells her gently but I guess she didn't like that and just ran to her room
"Well that didn't go well" I tell lizzie and she just shakes her head
Eloise's pov
They can't be serious I mean I knew the school conversation would come at some point but I didn't think it was going to be this soon I just really don't want to go to school mostly because I know I'm really far behind for where I'm supposed to be at my age I never had a regular schedule for school ever since I was literally in kindergarten my attendance was never good and if I did go to school kids used to make fun of me because yeah who would want to hang out with the girl who wears old clothes that where obviously way to small on her, with the girl that never had a lunch box or with a girl who's hair was messy all the time, not only that but the girl who couldn't read.
Here's the thing for someone reason reading for me is very hard I don't know what happens but the words look weird either they shake or there's random letters between the words that I juts know are not supposed to be there or words just appear to be upside down I don't know why it happens but it does and that obviously made my grades really bad and I don't want that to be a reason for mom and mama to send me back.
I didn't even notice but I'm crying and my hands are shaking a little so I just grab my headphones and put music really loud so I can relax and distract my mind from those thoughts but for some reason it's juts not working doesn't matter how hard I try to distract myself, the image of 7 year old me keeps coming back, the image of how those kids laughing at me
I try to call for mom or mama I don't really care but I really need help right now, I look for something and I see a glass on my night stand I guess that'll have to work I nock down the glass and it crashes and glass flys around cutting my foot, grate just fucking grate
Mom comes running into my room asking what happened but I can't answer since I still can't catch my breath and I still can't see since I'm crying really hard right now
"Baby El, El what's going on?" Mom asks
"I-I can't b-breath" I manage to get out
"Okay it's okay look at me where going to breath together okay" and I just nod she starts breathing slower so I can match it but It juts isn't working
"El can i hug you?" Mom asks I always love how they ask before doing anything like this so I obviously nod She wraps her arms around me and presses her self tight against my chest and I can finally feel air coming in and when I'm more calmed I feel the pain in my foot
"Mom I cut my foot" I tell her and she looks down to see a cut
"LIZZIE CAN YOU BRING THE AID KIT PLEASE" she yells
And mama comes into my room frantically looking around
"What, what happened? who's hurt? " she asks talking really fast
"I cut my foot with the glass" I tell her and she kneels down and starts cleaning the cut
"I don't want to go to school because I'm scared people will bully me like they used too" I tell them out of nowhere I guess it's better to juts get it out of my system
"Oh El baby why didn't you said so before?" Mom asks me
"I-I I don't know I guess the memories got the most of me and I-I just don't want to be that girl again I know I'm really far behind and I don't want to look stupid not that I'm not because I am b-" I start to ramble when mama cuts me off
"Nuh huh you are not talking about yourself like that you are not stupid" she tells me looking at me with her serious face
"I-I okay"
"Okay so how about we do something we'll sign you up for normal school and if you don't like it and if people make fun of you, you tell us and we can get you into online school and im serious when I say you tell us El because we will not hesitate to take you out of there okay?" Mom tells me
I guess it's not a bad deal I know they're being for real about this cuz if they weren't they wouldn't have given me the option right?
"Are you sure you will let me do online if it doesn't work out?" I ask them just be a 100% sure
"El we promise as long as you tell us and let us know we will sign you up for online school" mama tells me
"I guess I could try normal school for a while" I tell them and see them both smiling but then mom put something that stings on my foot so I wince
"Shit, sorry baby" mama tells me
"Okay your foot is all done how about we go down stairs and start that 1.000 piece puzzle mom brought?" Mama says
"Yeah okay"
We spent the rest of the day trying to do the puzzle but it was kinda hard to be honest but we're getting there we literally went to bed at 12 am to see if we were able to finish it and we actually did, I had a really grate time doing this it's honestly this moments that make me feel happy and see on how much I was missing out on and I'm so grateful that now I have people that love me and enjoy spending time with me.
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How do you think school is going to be for Eloise?
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A/N
This chapter was soooo hard to write I had no idea how to start or what was going to happen it took so long it's not my favorite at all since it's kinda a filler but whatever
Anyway love y'all ❤️
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