⚠️TW: TALK ABOUT ABUSE⚠️
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Eloise's pov
We're still at the beach and I just woke up from a nap I took on Florence lap and some how my cramps aren't hurting as much as they were before so that's good
"Hey Baby, you okay?" mama asks me
"Yeah I'm fine" I told her
"Why didn't you go into the water it was so nice" she said playing with my hair
"I'm on my period" I said looking down
"Oh well it's okay, are you okay? do you have any cramps?" She asked I kinda love how she always worries about me it makes me feel wanted and loved
"Not anymore" I told her now laying my head on her shoulder
"We'l you want to go home?" She asked ughhh finally
"Yes please" I said getting up
"Alright tell k she can come with us and stay at home for a while" she said. Great now I'm gonna have to talk to her
"Hey baby my mom said you could come to my house if you want" I told k
"Yeah okay" she said grabbing my hand
After a while we were back home and k and I were sitting on my bed
"Hey El are you okay?" She asked me putting her hand on mine but I flinched. Fucking great
"Y-yeah im fine" I said getting up and started to fold some clothes I had on my chair
"Come on El talk to me I know you're not
Okay you're acting all weird ever since your birthday im not blind" she said
"I-I look can you just not please" I told her folding my clothes faster
"El I just want to know how I can help you" She told me putting her hand on my shoulder
I sighed and said "okay but you need to let me talk don't interrupt me okay?" I told her
"Yeah okay come here" she said pulling me towards the bed and sitting down beside me
"S-so I um you know before my birthday party and we were um kissing and then y-you started to kinda touch me up my shirt well I-I um" I said trying to find the words the right words to tell her what I wanted to tell her but it just wasn't working it was just making me more overwhelmed than I already was making me let out a few tears and sobs
"Hey did I do something wrong I mean I just really want you to tell me so I can fix it okay?" She said taking my hand in Hers and giving me a squeeze
"S-so before coming here I was at a really bad home and a-a lot of things happened that I don't want to remember nor want to live again s-so when you started to um put your hands up my shirt you didn't ask if it was okay so it just kinda reminded me of the things that they did to me there and I know you're nothing like those people but my brain just functions like that and I got lost of flash backs but I didn't want to tell you because I thought that you would break up with me because I didn't want to do any of that stuff yet, and it will probably be a long time until I do, and it's totally fine if you don't want to wait for me, but you said you wanted to know what was going on and I just really didn't want to talk about it because I didn't want you to look at me differently and I know I'm not telling you exactly what happened and maybe you won't like that but I'm just not ready to talk about it" I said pretty fast and by now I was a mess I couldn't stop crying and all I could think about was marks hands all over me and I just really want a shower right now
"I-I El you should've told me before I'm so sorry I didn't ask. I should've asked you if that was okay I'm so sorry I didn't mean to freak you out and even tho I didn't know what happened to you it's still not an excuse for me not to have used consent but I want you to know that I don't think any different of you baby and I will wait for you, it doesn't matter how long it is, what matters to me is that your happy. I never want to be the person who reminds you of those homes ever, I'm so sorry I did that, I really am I just hope you can forgive me because I never want to break up with you and I know what I did was wrong, very wrong because I should always ask for consent and I didn't" she told me looking at me straight in the eyes
"Look I know you're sorry and I forgive you I just need you to promise me that next time you'll ask me because I just-" I couldn't finish the sentence because a sob interrupted me...
"I promise baby I'll ask you I'm so sorry I didn't before but I would also really like if you'd told me what things you like and what you don't so I know exactly what I can and cannot do but I will always ask you for consent I promise my love" she said while drying my tears
"I-I um just don't go up my chest and maybe try to not touch the top of my pants since that kinda freaks me out" I told her looking at her shyly
"Okay then I won't" she said grabbing my hand and I launched my self on top of her
"I love you" she said
"I love you too" I told her kissing her lips
"Wait is there anything you don't want me to do or touch" I asked her since if I said mines I kinda want her to tell me so I can know too
"We'll um this may sound a little weird but can you like not touch my stomach I just I have a pretty ugly scar and I-I don't like it" she said
"Wait can I see it? I promise I won't touch it" I told her
She sighed and lifted her shirt up and all I saw was perfection...
"Baby I don't think it's ugly hell it makes you even prettier I don't know why or how you got it but just know I love every single part of you" I told her looking at her straight into her eyes
"Y-you really think so?" She asked with tears in her eyes
"Yes baby I do, you're gorgeous inside and out okay?" I said
"Okay, I love you so much" she said pulling me into her arms
"I love you more baby" I told her kissing her forehead
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A/N
Y'all I've been gone for so long I'm so sorry I feel like every time I say I'm going to upload more but I actually don't lol I'm sorry I have literally no excuse I just forgot about this book 🙃
Anyway I love y'all hope you liked this one
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