Eloise is a 15 year old girl who's been in the foster system most of her life,her parents died when she was very young and she knows nothing about them.
As of for now she's been in 7 different homes and just to say the least she hasn't had the best...
⚠️TW: TALK ABOUT ABUSE⚠️ ////////////////////////////////////////////////
No one's pov
It's been about 1 week since Eloise's Birthday and things at home have been okay the downside is k and Eloise are not in the best terms right now ever since what happened at Eloises birthday she just can't get it out of her head even if Eloise knows Kendra is not mark it doesn't mean it didn't bring back memories she wanted to forget...
Eloise's pov
I woke up kinda early today since my stomach was hurting which sucks
Turns out I actually started my period so that's great (note the sarcasm)
"El baby you need to get ready we want to go to beach today" said mom
"Ughhhh noooo" I said falling back into my bed
"Yes come on" she said pulling me up and pushing me to the bathroom
Honestly I don't know what I'm going to do I mean I know I could wear a tampon but those don't work for me or at least I don't work with them? I don't know what it is but I just can't wrap my head around the fact that there's a cotton thing inside of my vagina. I guess I'm just gonna have to wear shorts and hope for the best
I got ready and decided to wear this
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The outfit ^^^
"Are you ready El?" Asked mom
"Yes" I said going down the stairs
We get in the car and mom starts driving to the beach when we're half way there mom asked me
"Hey El why don't you envite Kendra with us to the beach?"
How do I tell her I don't want to see my girlfriend since I haven't talked to her since my birthday well I mean I have but not as much as before you know...
"I-I-I guess" I said picking my phone and going to text k
After 5 minutes she answered saying she could and be happy too but that she'll arrive a little later since she has to do some things with her mom
"Hey mom k said she'll be there in about 2 hours" I said to her
"Okay that's good baby" said mama
We finally got to the beach and found a spot that was a little far away from everyone since moms said they didn't want paparazzi to find us
We layed down and I got my book out and tarted reading since I needed for an English assignment I have
"Hey mom what's this word?" I ask since well as you already know I get letters mixed up turns out there's an actual thing that people have and it's called dyslexia guess who has it? Yup me...
"Oh Ummm it says redemption hun" said mama
After that I try to keep reading but the cramps won't let me concentrate so I just gave up
"Hey mom can we just go home" i ask since well all I want to do is crawl into my bed and watch some movies or whatever
"No El, flo will be here in a little while and so will be Chris E and don't you want to see k I'm sure you'll have a good time in a little bit" said mom
"I um fine" I said not really wanting to make a big deal about it
After a while flo and Chris had arrived and so did k
"Hey baby" said k giving me a little kiss on the lips
"Hey love" I said trying to sound as normal as I could since well, she's not the problem. I am
"Hey who wants to go in the water?" Said mom. ughh great
Everyone said they wanted to go except me so flo stayed to give me a little company
"Alright what's going on?" She said while sitting down
"What do you mean?" I asked her trying to sound as if nothing was bothering me
"Come on you're acting all wierd you don't want to go into the water oh and let's not forget when k came up to you you seemed like you really didn't want to se her so what's up ?" She says well great I guess I'm not as good at hiding as I thought I was
"I- it's nothing really I just have really bad cramps right now" I told her while laying my head on her shoulder
"Ok and?" She said
"And what?" I asked
"There's something else come on tell me" she said playing with my hair
"I um sooo the day of my birthday me and k were um you know kissing and stuff and she started to t-tuch me inside my shirt and I've been kinda freaked out since then I mean I know she wouldn't do anything to hurt me but it-it still reminded me of h-him and I don't want to remember that and well now I can't take it off my mind but the thing is k doesn't really know what happened with mark and I don't know if I want to tell her because I'm not sure if I'm completely ready to talk about it and I just don't know how to tell her I don't want to do that stuff without telling her about him and I just I don't know" I told her rambling a little since I really needed to get all of that out
"Oh I didn't think it was that much" she said
"I know, I'm sorry" I told her lifting my head from her shoulder
"Hey no it's okay you know what I think you should do?" She asks
"What?" I say
"Talk to her El, tell her your not ready for that. relationships are based with communication if she can understand the fact that your not ready for stuff like that you don't necessarily have to tell her about mark" she said
"I-I'm just scared she'll leave me and I don't want her to" I told flo while a tear ran down my cheek
"Hey no don't think like that it'll be okay" she said while drying my tear and playing with my hair
"Ughhh my stomach hurtssss" I said laying down on her legs
Flo then kept playing with my hair while we stayed in silence and I just listened to the waves after a little while I felt my eyes getting heavier and out of nowhere I fell asleep...
