Mina
I hastily barged in inside our home as soon as I can only to find no Chaeyoung around. I checked the entire house and realized that even my mom and my little angel, Yuna was nowhere to be found. My knees suddenly weakend as I felt emptiness inside me followed by tons of scary thoughts about Chaeyoung leaving again.
A tear of regret slowly ooze out of my orbs as I made my way to the kitchen. The aroma of the familiar dish welcomed me by slowly filling up my nostrils. I ended up being infront of the pot that contains my favorite dish as I grabbed a spoon and taste it. The savory taste that I always love made me burst out crying even more as guilt rushed through me.
What have I done?
I collapsed in the cold tiled floor as I cried so hard. Guikt and realizations began eating me up as I remember what I've done to Chaeyoung. I've been so rude towards her not only today but also these past few days. I've been pushing her away thinking It would protect me from her not realizing that I'm already hurting both of us.
Out of frustration and great madness to myself, I began kicking the innocent chair that was silently standing in front of me while cussing.
"Bullshit! Bullshit! Bullshi—"
"Myoui Mina!"
I stopped venting out my frustrations as soon as I heard that familiar stern voice
"M-Mom? What are you—"
"Since when did you learn saying bad words like that, Myoui Mina?!"
Oh my God! I'm doomed. Mom's literally calling me by my complete name now and that means she's really mad. I nervously began thinking some excuse but fuck, I can't even think of anything!
"I said, when?! Did I even teach you that? Answer me, Myoui Mina!"
"Oh, shit!"
Mom's stern loud voice suddenly surprised me which made me utter another forbidden word that made my mom blush out of anger
"Myoui Mina!"
I closed my eyes as I prepare myself for a very long motherly speech on conduct that mom always did when I did something wrong. I waited for a minute until I heard someone familiar getting in between me and mom.
I opened my eyes and there I saw Chaeyoung. She's now explaining how I adopt her cussing habit when I'm mad. Her explanation wasn't even convincing but to my surprise, mom calmed down and just demanded a private conversation with me in the library later and left afterwards.
"Hey—"
I didn't let Chaeyoung utter another word and immediately ran to her for a tight embrace as once again my orbs began dropping endless tears.
"I-I thought..I thought you left me once again, C-Chaeyoung. I-I thought you—"
"Hey, we just bought an Ice cream"
"B-but—"
"Hey, listen to me. I'm not going anywhere again, Mina. I don't even had a plan or intention to leave you again. Like I said, I'll win your heart back and make things fall on it's right places. You are my home, Mina and I promise you that I had no thought of leaving my home once again."
I broke the hug and look at Chaeyoung's mesmerizing eyes that holds sincerity and genuine love and this makes me feel so guilty that I was earlier.
God, I was so dumb. Why did I even push her away when she's really trying to work things between us? I've been acting like an idiot when she's doing lots of efforts just to please me.
