Mina
Quarter to seven, in the evening.
I sighed and took a deep breathe while hoping for the best as I kept my eyes on the road. I haven't catch any sleep two straight days from thinking where could Chaeyoung be but my mind was so alive, thankfully. I literally spend my days searching for clues where could she possibly be and asked my friends and my mom but as expected, none of them spilled anything, even Yuna.
They just all said one thing, "she's waiting for you.."
It's as if everyone was indirectly telling me that I know where could she be all this time and it annoyed me even more.
I searched everywhere—
Hospitals, thinking she unfortunately met an accident or hurt herself. Good thing, she didn't.
Our old house, thinking she's just patiently waiting there for me with open arms but there was no sign of her staying there.
Her old studio, thinking she's there painting me while waiting for me to hug and kiss her, sadly she wasn't there either.
I almost gave up and blamed everyone for not helping me at all when I realized, there's this one place that I haven't checked yet.
The place that meant a lot to me and her. The place where we first met. The place where she proposed and the same place where she broke my heart and left me. The place that first witnessed how my heart has been badly hurt and scattered like a broken glass.
The beach.
As soon as I remembered that place, I hastily and excitedly grabbed my keys and drive away. I badly need to see her, hug her tight and apologize.
Cold Sleepless nights knocked some senses into me and realized, I've done something wrong. Actually, we are both at fault.
I was too insensitive with my words while she's too sensitive about it.
I was so careless and she overreacted.
We're both at fault,
And stupid.
I know, we don't really have a lot of things in common as individuals but we still have some things in common. Oftentimes, we're the same—Dumb and sometimes, act things until it gets worse before analyzing everything.
We often let our emotions get in between us until we collide and broke each other's hearts on the process. We let all things like this to happen but at the end of the day, I still find myself deeply in love with her and I'm sure she feels the same.
Well, I guess it's safe to say that we're like Tom and Jerry who always fights a lot every single day but can't actually live a day without each other.
Push and pull couple?
Yes, I guess we really are like that. Maybe because both of us fears abandonment, regrets and rejections. Both of us has low self-esteem and once in our life, we both happened to questioned our own self worths or maybe we really just like doing everything so.
It's what we are. It's not a healthy relationship I know but I love whatever we may be. Besides, I know that our hearts will always beat as one
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It was already past eleven when I finally arrived.
The perfect view of the full moon that comes along with the beautiful beach made me smile as soon as I roam around. Unfortunately, the darkness was making it a bit hard for me to find what I'm looking for and my sleepiness and tiredness was slowly getting into my system but I didn't mind it all..
I kept searching for her until my feet began aching like hell and realized that there's already fresh blisters in my feet. I gently removed my heels and began to walk barefoot.
The fine sand was soft but the struggle of getting it straight on my fresh blisters were kind of painful. I tried to tiptoed just to protect my blisters against the sand but unfortunately, it's a mistake.
I automatically closed my eyes and prepare for myself to stumble down the ground but to my surprise, A comfortable arms with a very familiar body scent caught me beforehand.
Excitement and happiness hastily came running to my senses as I expect it to be the person I've been looking for and my expectations didn't hurt me this time
"C-Chaeyoung—"
"H-hi there, baby.."
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Short Ud for everyone.
Keep yourselves healthy and happy,okay?
I love yawa all,guys 🥰🖤
