Mina
My eyes were fixed on both Chaeyoung and Rosé no matter how I tried my best not to. My heart, on the other hand keeps piercing into two everytime I see them being so clingy to one another.
Friends huh?
Chaeyoung may be friendly but she's not the clingy type unless it's Jeongyeon unnie, Dahyun and Tzuyu who she grew up with. She's sweet with Somi as well but not to the extent of allowing someone to kiss her on her cheeks randomly which that woman named Rosé just did.
Are they perhaps, dating? Nah.. If so, she could've forbid Rosé from wearing something like that in public places.
What if they're dating, for real? Damn. If they are, I'll literally slap Chaeyoung for giving me false hopes.
Honestly, seeing Chaeyoung with someone really hurts me especially when she's allowing that woman to touch her like I once do. I thought everything between me and her is finally falling to it's right places but I guess it's really not. I guess I'm just assuming things and going back together was so impossible especially now that someone like Rosé suddenly showed up unannounced.
"Mom, can I play with Ryujin again?"
My little angel's random request made my head ache. I want to forbid her but I know it would just upsets her. I tried to think something that could change her mind until Somi butted in and asked Yuna if she wants to explore the place even more. Thankfully, Yuna agreed.
I mouthed 'thanks' to Somi before they left. Actually, it's not that I don't want her to hang out with Ryujin anymore because of Chaeyoung and that Rosé but for now, I just want some peace and a little space.
Chaeyoung's words earlier really offended me. Her words cut me deep enough to loose all the joy and happiness I had earlier. For me, she sounded a bit off amd rude. I know, I'm asking too much questions but hey, I think I still deserve to know what's going on with her. Afterall, she's still my wife whether she likes it or not.
"Mina, can we talk?"
I looked at my mom and nodded before smiling to her.
"About what, mom?"
"Chaeyoung. I saw you two earlier and—"
"Please mom, Let's just not talk about her—"
"Do you still love her?"
I tried to avoid my mom's question and looked at Somi and Yuna who's now happily playing on the pool but mom's question still lingers in me. Of course, I do love Chaeyoung but I'm still afraid of what would she will say or react.
I know that mom had a clue about my feelings towards Chaeyoung but I never confirmed it for I was never been that vocal towards her.
"Mom please, I don't want any argument right now"
"We're not going to argue,sweetie."
"Mom—"
"Okay,listen to me. I know that you do, you still do love her, sweetie. Honestly, I could tell you to stay away from her a hundred times. I could even asked her to stay out of your life as well but I won't do that. Not especially when I saw the real happiness in your eyes once again after knowing that she's back again and that made me realized something—She's your happiness"
"M-mom.."
"I know I told you so many times that you should stay away from her but sweetie, know that I only told you that because I don't want you to be hurt again. I love you so much and as a mother, I only want what's the best for you and I'm so sorry for being blinded by my own pain and protectiveness. I just don't want to see you suffer anymore but after seeing you both smile that way again that day, I know that you and Chaeyoung were really made for one another."
I held my mom's hands and smiled before hugging her so tight while letting my tears fall. I don't know what changed her mind out of the blue but whatever it is, it made me so happy.
"Mom, does that mean you won't stop me from seeing her again anymore?"
"Yes, sweetie and besides, I don't have any right to do that or even to forbid your feelings towards Chaeyoung for I know that she still feels the same way towards you. She loves you as much as you love her, sweetie.."
I broke the hug between me and faked a smile which my mom noticed immediately.
"Is there something wrong,sweetie? Did I say something bad that offended you?"
"Mom? Do you really think Chaeyoung still loves me like I do? Do you really think we're made for one another?"
"I do, sweetie but for now please try to understand her more. She's just currently struggling with her personal matters but I know, when everything's okay, she'll make you hers once again.."
Wait,She's struggling with what?
"Mom what do you mean by struggling? Is she going through something?"
"I'd really want to say something that you should know, sweetie but I'm in no position to do that. For now, just trust her and wait for the time until she decided to open up to you and tell you everything that you should know.."
So, Chaeyoung is struggling with something. God, please don't let it be sickness or something.
Please, just don't..
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Short UD
Goodnight everyone.
Stay safe and stay healthy,okay?
I love yawa all,always..
