Carl & I

Chapter Ten The Cabin

I climbed the wall that was guarding Alexandria from the real world. Carl following he snapped at me. "Y/n, slow down."

I turned around and grinned "What can't catch up with a girl?"

He smirked "Fuck you."

I laughed a little and then my dirty mind kicked in. "If ya want."

We walked side by side trying to retrace our footsteps to make our way back to the cabin that Carl said he saw. We goofed off quietly although we were always alert. The leaves cracking below my feet made me have flashbacks of the times before all of this. I would go outside in the afternoon with my parents and we would make fires or cook on the grill. I would watch them love each other, and that would make me happy.

I don't know if my dad is alive. He could be, but I don't know. He's strong and he really could still be surviving. He probably doubts that I am alive though. I was only 11 when this started. If he is alive, I doubt I'll ever see him again.

"Y/n the cabin!" Carl poked my shoulder pulling me from my day dream.

"It's beautiful." I responded. "We could clean it up, and come here for privacy."

"That's what I had in mind." he winked at me and I became really aroused just from that little wink. That's awkward.

The doors were metal for some reason, and they had strong bolted locks. We boarded the windows up from the inside and out. I found a broom in the closet and began to sweep away all of the dust and dirt. It made me feel like I was grown, an adult.

Once the windows were boarded Carl came inside and securely locked the doors. He plopped himself down onto the sofa and a dust storm arose.

I laughed a little when he coughed from the all of the dust that came out. I walked over and took a seat beside him.

"I like it here." I smiled as he rubbed my knee.

"I do too, I wish we could stay here forever, together. Grow up and have kids, a family. A normal life." he blinked quickly trying to hide the tears from me. I leaned in towards him and kissed him.

After about a minute of kissing I whispered in his ear "We can have a family. It'll just be challenging, but worth it." and I knew it would be hard. I hoped by time I decided to have a child that we would be somewhere safe, like Alexandria.

He began to run his hands up and down my legs and I knew where this would lead to. I unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off of him, he smiled and took of my top and then my bra.

We started to kiss again as he slowly unbuttoned my jeans and began to pull them off. He teased me by rubbing me with my underwear on. Then he took them off.

He moved me forward and began to lick just like last time. After a few minutes I was moaning quietly and a pleasurable sensation overwhelmed my body. I watched as Carl undid his belt and took off his pants.

He reached in his pocket and pulled out a condom. "I got took these from Glenn." He smirked. My heart raced as I realized I was about to lose my virginity. He put the condom on and slowly put himself inside me.

It hurt. Bad. I clenched my fists and squeezed my eyes as he entered for the first time.

"Does it hurt? We don't have to do this. I don't want to hurt you. We can stop." he looked me in the eyes.

"Yes it hurts, but it's a good hurt. Just go slow at first." I attempted to make him feel better and it did.

He thrusted his hips slowly into me and the feeling started to become less painful and more pleasurable.

"Harder" I moaned out to him. He started thrusting hard and I could feel my insides turning with pleasure. "Oh god, Carl." I moaned again. It felt good.

"I'm gonna.." he said trying to catch his breath. Not even a moment later he quickly pulled out and took the condom off. I sat up and started to suck and he came quickly.

"That..." still trying to catch his breath. "was amazing."

He curled up on top of me, his head on my bare chest and fell asleep. I stayed awake for fear of walkers though. After about an hour of just holding him, I shook him a little trying to wake him.

"Carl, we should get back. It's gonna be dark soon." I mumbled quietly.

"Okay."

We dressed and right as I was about to open the door he grabbed my waist and turned me around. He pressed his lips deep into mine and whispered in my ear "I've never felt anything like this with anyone. I am in love with you." he muttered.

"I'm in love with you too." I smiled as we opened the door and made our way back to Alexandria.