Always Bangtan

Chapter 20

Taehyung stood outside Jimin's room window. He was about to knock on the window but he paused because he kept fighting with himself in his head. Was he really about to fall into Jimin's trap so easily. He knew what Jimin was trying to do and he had avoided it this long. He didn't want to mess up and possibly mess the rest of their friendship up. Jimin obviously had come to the conclusion of not caring but he wanted to, at least, be the stronger one for the both of them. 

He had never thought of him and Jimin being more than best friends, even when they had messed around in the past, randomly. However, he felt like Jimin thought differently and he never thought that that would be the case. What the hell should he do? 

He was sure that Jimin would have something up his sleeve once he got inside but Tae also cursed himself for the messages he sent him. He had weakened from the picture Jimin sent him and couldn't help himself. Maybe this time would be the last time for the both of them?

"NO!" Tae whisper yelled to himself before shaking his head and knocking on the window. 

Jimin popped up by the window so fast that Tae nearly jumped back from fright. "Hey Taetae!" He let his friend climb into his room. He had a cute smile on his face that almost made Tae smile back until he looked the boy up and down. 

Taehyung sucked in a sharp breath as he looked over Jimin. His crazy best friend was wearing his shirt from the picture and nothing else, it seemed. His thick, pale, muscular thighs were on display . The shirt was long enough to cover right under Jimin's ass but everything would show if he were to bend the slightest.

"Ch-chim? Why don't you put some more clothes on, yeah?" Tae walked up to the boy and grabbed the shirt from the sides and held it down so that it wouldn't move if Jimin did. Jimin pouted. "...but I'm comfortable." Tae couldn't believe Jimin. Was he really trying to have sex with him this bad? He couldn't help but feel sad because, somehow, it felt like their friendship may have already disappeared. 

"Jimin...we can't do this." He said in a pleading-like whisper. He was literally begging his best friend to snap out of it and stop the shit that he was doing. " This has gotten way too out of hand Chim. I don't want to lose my best friend and I know you said that's not possible but I think it is. I mean look at how far you're going right now just for a repeat of the night at the club." He stared at the boy with sad eyes. 

Jimin's smile had faded by this point. He was listening to Tae and he knew he was right. He was losing his mind. They should have never went to the club and should have just left it alone afterwards, instead of trying to talk about it. Jimin knew he had felt a little different after the club but he figured he could "fake it til he made it" but he couldn't. Now, he had his closest friend scared to be around him. 

He grabbed the end of the shirt and held it down. Tae noticed so he let his hold go. Jimin gave him a small shy smile before turning to go into his closet. He changed clothes then walked out with Tae's shirt in his hand, holding it out to him as he approached him. 

"I'm so sorry. You are right. I think that we should take some time apart. We can still text but I need some space to get my head together Tae." He didn't look up as he spoke. He couldn't. He wanted to cry so bad because he didn't want to do that to Tae but he couldn't get a grip on himself if he was around all the time. 

Also, he needed to spend more time with the guy he had been wanting for so long. 

Tae nodded slowly as he took the shirt. "I get it Chim. I agree with you. I hate that it came to this but I think it may be the best idea because, like I said before, I don't want to lose my bestfriend." Jimin just nodded but kept his head down. Tae hugged the small boy tightly but quickly before leaving out the way he came in. 

Jimin watched his tears land on his feet. Without too much though, he turned the lights off in his room and laid down in his bed, covering his head as he closed his eyes and prayed that he wouldn't have another wet dream of his best friend.

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"Damn that's sexy!" JK yelled as he posed in the big mirror that Yoongi had recently added to his studio. Yoongi just laughed at the younger as he chilled out on the couch. They were 3 soju bottles in and were enjoying themselves. Luckily, they hadn't thought too much about the reason they were drinking because they didn't want to be sad drunks tonight, but happy ones.

"You are feeling yourself wayyy too much Kook." Yoongi said before taking another sip of his drink. The younger turned around with the quickest speed that it was amazing that he hadn't fallen over. "Oh stop the bullshit, hyung. You know I'm sexy." He wiggled his eyebrows at Yoongi and the boy rolled his eyes but smiled to himself. 

"Hey, I don't know if I said it yet but thanks for coming to hang with me tonight. I was going to ask Namjoon or Hobi but you know why I changed my mind on both of them. I almost changed my mind on you but..." Yoongi's eyes widened when he realized he was talking a little too much. Maybe his cocky friend didn't hear him completely. 

Jungkook turned from the mirror then sat in Yoongi's favorite studio chair. He raised an eyebrow. "Why would you change your mind on me, hyung?" Yoongi hated his luck so much. "You know why...stop acting slow Jungkook." He sucked his teeth and rolled his eyes once again. Damn that soju but also damn his own thoughts.

JK smirked to himself but softened his gaze at Yoongi. "I told you there is nothing else to worry about. I'm fine and so are you. Everything is good hyung and we  are still good friends." He gave his famous bunny smile and Yoongi smiled back but felt his face heating up as well. HE was definitely going to blame it on the drinks.

He watched JK begin to spin himself in his chair. Yoongi kept his eyes on him as best he could as the boy spun around. He still could make out all of his flawless features. There was no way that Jungkook couldn't be seen as attractive and he knew that. Honestly, he had a a entire friend circle of hot guys and it felt good to be apart of it. 

He had looked down at his drink as he thought about everything and anything. Jimin crossed his mind and he just hoped that his mochi wasn't slipping completely away from him. No matter what was going on, he didn't want to let the small, precious boy go. He really cared for him. 

"Hyung?" Yoongi heard Kook call him so he looked back up. The taller boy was standing now and seemed to about to grab his jacket. "I think I should go ahead home now. Will you be okay alone?" The boy's big doe eyes looked at him with sincerity  and concern. Yoongi didn't want him to leave but he understood if he did. " Uh... sure." He took another sip from his drink.

"I'll walk you to your car." Yoongi stood up and walked up to Kook. The younger turned to exit the door but Yoongi tapped him on the shoulder, making him turn back around. Before he could say anything, Yoongi had pulled him into a tight hug. "I really appreciate you being here for my fucked up mind." Jungkook pulled back a little to look at his hyung. He grinned sweetly. "No worries hyung. We all have fucked up minds to deal with. I get it."

Yoongi nodded in agreement but paused as the words replayed in his mind. "A-are you still dealing with some aftermath?" He tried to find the words he wanted to say without really saying it. He waiting for JK's response as his eyes traveled around the boy's face. 

Jungkook noticed how his hyung was looking at him and he cleared his throat to try to snap the boy out of his thoughts. It worked. "Hyung, I think it's best that we don't try to bring those things back up." He nervously laughed but Yoongi didn't do the same. He just nodded slowly. "Right...H-have a good night Kook." 

Yoongi opened the door for the boy and looked away. He knew he said he would walk the boy to his car but, at this point, he didn't think it would be the best idea. "You too hyung." JK said quietly then left the studio.

*This chapter was probably boring and not what you all expected and I'm sorry but I feel that a little change may be for the best right now for the boys. What do you guys think?*