a r c a n e [Poems]

slipping away

Your body pressed to mine
Holding my body in place
Not letting me tremble with anxiety
As it often does

I do not move you for this feeling feels nice
This controlled feeling where I don't have to worry so I stay pinned in place waiting for your next move

You smile softly at me knowing this is what I want knowing that this is making my fears slip away

So you lean down and kiss my lips
I try to keep this feeling
Store it in my pocket in case I need it again
Only this feeling is not something that can be stored for it is only better in the present
But my body still pressed to the wall and his lips move to my neck
Slowly kissing every inch of it

His lips leaving an invisible mark
Sweet like honey and later I will touch my neck wondering if this all really happened
He looks into my eyes and I can feel a sense of peace I'm not really sure why

I hope this feeling will stay but alas things with such beauty would surely slip away
My hand reaches out to try to grasp it
But it moves to quickly

He kisses my lips again and a smile is there as he does so knowing that this
This was taking my fears away and maybe his too