Distant from the world
The world seems fuzzy like it's all covered in a soft mist
A stranger to myself
Lost in empty thoughts
Staring at the white crisp wall
Memories from an outsiders perspective and I question my reality
Things come out of my mouth and I don't remember why
Things come out of my mouth that don't seem like mine
Banging my head against the bathroom wall
Slipping out of the classroom so I can try and catch a breath
Staring in the mirror
Watching my movements and the force of truth hits me like a train as I remember that I am alive and here on this earth
Even though things do not seem real
Even though teachers teach me and I watch with a blank expression as I ask myself over and over again if they are real
Even though people seem so far away and objects seem distorted
Even though I sit and stair at a chair wondering if I could touch it
Chaos runs through my mind the way water flows down a stream
Is it even me writing this for you?
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