Dysphoria.
It's so hard to explain
And so complex in itself
Yet I feel it everyday so why can I not spell it out too you
Dysphoria is like wearing you shoes on the opposite feet
It's like wearing your shirt backwards and inside out
It's your body feeling itchy
It's sitting a certain way and feeling something you don't like
It's screaming and yelling because your uncomfortable but you can't do anything about it
It's the ache in your chest
And a pounding in your head
It's the hearing your voice and not talking for hours because you can't bare to hear it ring
It's remembering what you really are and losing your appetite for days
It's remembering what you are and losing yourself in the process
It's remembering what you are and your friends asking if you're alright because it looks like you've been crying
It's the clothes fitting to tight
It's the people reminding you
It's the pictures you take
And the words you say
It's your hands
It's your legs
It's the dresses and your lips
It's the curve of your face and the length of your hair
It's anything and everything that reminds you of what you want to ignore
It's me
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