The Legend of Meiko

it's over

i am the worst mother in the history of all mothers

i was stupid enough to let my emotions take control and because of that we lost 

this is all my fault and everyone is hurting because of me

maybe i should just stay up in my room and out of the way so i can't hurt anybody more than i already have

there's some real bad thoughts in my head

the kind i haven't had since i was a teenager 

i'm afraid of what i could do