A Gentle Disease (Joel Hokka)

(17) ..And I Return To Nothingness

Sonja

I woke up next to a muscular body on my bed, although he was shirtless next to me. I remembered, but why would he notice me now?His muscular arms were loosely wrapped around me.

I decided to let Joe sleep and I went to the bathroom and took care of my business. Brushing my teeth and pulling my hair up into a messy bun. I decided to make some coffee, Colombian roast.

I boiled my kettle and decided on a cup of tea, but I found myself looking in the mirror. Checking myself, I lifted my shirt up and checked my body. Did I look good? I should be happy right, but I didn't feel it. I dropped my shirt and continued making my tea.

I decided to make some breakfast, I saw a shirtless Joe leaning against the door frame. Oh shit, could this man get any hotter? I could feel my cheeks heat up.

"Good morning Princess." Joe said, I went to grab a mug but it was too high. Joe chuckled and got it down, and he poured himself some coffee. I sat on the counter and watched the muscular man next to me.

"Good morning daddy." I whisper, while drinking my tea, I was so zoned out. I didn't notice his large hand touch my bare thigh. My thoughts were racing, my insecurities were coming, he noticed I wasn't myself. Joe steps in between my legs.

"What's the matter princess? You're not yourself." He whispers to me and I bury my face into his chest. I didn't care he was shirtless I just needed comfort.

"It's nothing daddy." I whispered, he didn't buy it and lift my head up to face him.

"Bullshit...There's something in your eyes." He whispers. I bit my lip, how could he be so caring but the same time drive me crazy?

"It's just...why me?" I whispered. He could sense something was off within me.

"Why not you? Have you seen how beautiful you look like right now? I wouldn't mind waking up like that every morning." He whispered, Joe lifts my chin, so I was I was gazing into his brown eyes.

"I wouldn't mind either!" I whispered, his body pressed against mine. God I was feeling a light turned on. I wouldn't mind him taking me on this counter.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks me his raspy voice echoes through the kitchen. God yes, you could do more than that I thought to myself.

"Yes." I whispered, his beard tickled my chin as his plump lips pressed against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck, it felt good to be kissed and held.

His hands were roaming my body, I felt his hand slip under my shirt. I didn't mind, his large calloused hands touching my skin which cause fire through my soul.

"I want you, but I know you don't want me like I want you." I whispered to him, he stopped.

"Oh God of course I want you princess, I can feel your body responding to my touch." He whispers to me. God those words were enough.

"Then take me away from my thoughts. Take away those horrible voices daddy please." I whispered, his lips found mine in another searing kiss each moment more passionate.

I could feel the wetness between my legs, his body pressed against mine was turning me on. He could sense this. His hand trails up to my thigh, his hands tugging my shirt up. His hand brushed against my cunt causing a sharp whimper to escape my lips.

"So wet for me princess, do you want daddy to make you feel good?" He whispers into my ear and I nodded. His fingers brushes up against it, I let out a sharp breath.

He grips the back off my thighs and carried me back to my room, my back hit the bed. He yanks off my shirt and it falls to the floor.

"Touch me please daddy I can't wait any longer." I whined, he removed my underwear, causing a whine to escape my lips. His thumb brushed against my clit, causing a sharp breath to escape my lips.

I moaned, his fingers were working  wonders in and out of me. My moans echoed throughout the room. God I wanted him in, I didn't care. All thoughts of Joel went away. I just wanted to feel good.

He stops, he pulled off my sports bra leaving me naked underneath him. I felt so shy and self-conscious that I wrapped my arms around my body.

"No stop that princess, you have a beautiful body. Everything is beautiful." He whispers, staring at my pale nude body. His lips leaving lovebites, trialing kisses down my chest.

His hands spreads my legs apart, and he begins to lick my clit. I let out a loud moan burying my fingers into my sheets. I let out a moan, tilting my head back. I never felt this good, it was a good distraction.

Joe continues working wonders, God how could he be so gentle but be so rough in bed. He stopped.

"Daddy why did you stop?" I whined at him, Joe chuckled and removed his boxers. He was huge, his member. He reached over to his wallet and pulled out a condom. He pumps his member, and slip on the condom.

"This might be a little painful." Joe whispers to me, I prepared myself. He lined up to my entrance, and thrusts into me. God he was big, he stayed still allowing me to adjust to his size.

"You can move daddy!" I whispered, that was all that needed to be said. He starts moving in and out of me which causes me to moan in pleasure.

His hard body pressing against mine, I wrapped my arm around his broad shoulders. His grunts were heard throughout the room.

"That's it princess, moan for me." Joe whispers into my ear while he pulls out and slams back into mine, God it felt so good. I let out a moan, while his lips kissed mine.

"Oh daddy please! H-harder." I moaned, our body were breaking a sweat. His movements were so fluid and rough, I was seeing stars. Is this what good sex felt like?

He flips us over so I was on top of him, his hands guiding my hips while I rode him. God he felt so good, I couldn't get enough.

"That's it princess. You're such a good girl." Joe whispers his voice was even more raspy but turned me on some more. He flips me onto my back and continues to take me away from these feelings and thoughts.

A few moments later, Joe and I are laying sweaty on my sheets, which messily covered me, I looked at the muscular man next to me.

"Well shit is this what good sex feels like." I whispered to him, Joe nods and looks at me.

"Yes princess, you were so good for daddy." Joe said, I nodded. His arm pulled me close.

"Daddy if you continue this, I don't know how I'll last!" I said with a sigh, his lips capture mine in a kiss.

"Well princess, I want you to remember you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. And I don't want you to be insecure about yourself with me." He whispers and gives me a kiss.

"Is this a one time thing or what?" I asked Joe, his face changed when I said that.

"What if I wanted to be a regular occurrence then what would you do?" He asks me. I placed my finger against his lips.

"I wouldn't mind that at all." I said, to the bearded man before me. I placed a kiss on his lips. His arm pulls me close against his bare muscular body, I leaned my head against his chest and trace his tattoos with my index finger.

A/N: Happy New Year folks! First update of 2022! Well...Sonja gave into Joe. Do you think Joe truly cares about Sonja? Do you think Hokkaboy will step it up? - Nantia

Song: ...And I Return To Nothingness by Lorna Shore