Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

03: CHOCOLATE

03: CHOCOLATE

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L I S A

"Chaeeee.. you need to atleast eat."

I heave a deep breath as I watched Chaeyoung cover herself with a comforter. She has been gloomy all day.

"Luhan Oppa and Kris Oppa left exo." She said as she look at her phone screen.

It's about the boy group that she is supporting. I heard two of the members left and I can't help but feel sad for her as well. It is her favorite group and is one of the reason why she is pursuing to become a k-pop idol to be acknowledge by them.

"Chaeyoung, let's go watch a drama!" Jisoo Unnie tried her luck.

Chaeyoung didn't even move. She is really really sad because of what happened. I texted Jennie Unnie who is out today for a family gathering.

[From: Jennie Unnie

Buy her chocolates. It's her comfort food :>]

It is my dream to become an idol. Right now, I wonder how it felt like to be a fan of a k-pop idol? I mean, I love k-pop music but it's not like I am supporting any group. When I like a song, I like that song but not to the point of being a fan of the group who sang it.

I am busy training. And now, seeing Chaeyoung all sad because of someone made me feel like being an idol is not only about being able to perform on stage and spreading music.

If I become an idol, I will be accountable for my fan's feelings. I need to be responsible.. because there will be people who can be hurt by my decisions and actions.

I finished buying the chocolate and was about to book a cab when I saw a familiar man again. This time, I saw him entering a building.

I know him.

Oh Sehun. The maknae of the group that Chaeyoung is a fan of. He is the maknae of exo.

I wonder what he is thinking right now.. he looks so lost.

Like a body without a soul walking in the face of the earth.

I look at the chocolates that I just bought. Chocolates can make someone happy. Could it ease his pain if I gave him one? I hope so.

I followed him to the staircase as he enter a door that leads to the rooftop. I stop infront of the door to think. I am not really his friend so what am I doing? We only met each other twice and it's not even a good impression so why am I here?

I am here now. Why would I turn back?

I exhaled the breath that I was holding before I open the door.

My eyes widened when I saw him on the edge of the rooftop! Oh my gosh? Is he going to jump?!

"Ya! If you're going to jump, please don't!" I caught his attention. "I don't want to be a witness of suicide!"

The dark circles under his eyes were visible. I close my mouth as I stared at his face who has an empty emotion but his eyes look tired.

I felt something thug in my heart as I watched him turn his back on me.

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S E H U N

Why did she have to appear infront of me when it's already too late?

Luhan Hyung left.

I turn my back on her as I look up at the sky where I saw an airplane. The airplane where Luhan Hyung is. I stretched my hand as if I could reached him.

Until now.. I am asking myself what did I do wrong? Am I not enough? Is our group not enough? What is the reason for him to leave when we promise each other that we will always be there through thick and thin.