Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

26: CHAINS

26: CHAINS
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S E H U N

I am nervous.

But I want this. I want Lisa's members to know my feelings for her.

"It will only be official if we know. That means our Lisa is serious about the guy. You know? Like how Jennie Unnie introduced Kai to us."

Her member, Rosé's words has been stuck on my mind ever since the movie has started. I need their permission. I can court Lisa again but it will be easier to not hide my feelings unlike the last time.

Because this time, I will corner my Lisa.

The moment she lets me in her heart again, I would never let her go. I will use everyone around us to help me. I will let them know of how much I want their maknae. I would never hide again.

I am tired of hiding my feelings for her from everyone.

I can't help but smirk the moment I saw her got stoned by what I said. I turn to the eldest member, Jisoo. "Please let me court her. I will do my best. I really.. really love your maknae."

From my peripheral view, I saw Kai Hyung chuckle, he looked so proud as he held onto his girlfriend.

"You have my permission!" Rosé squeal in delight. "I totally ship it!"

"As long as you're serious. I'll give you a chance." Jennie said in a serious tone.

Kai Hyung gave me a proud smirked. "I've never seen Sehun so nervous that he looks like he is going to pee in his pants! Of course he is serious, Jagiya."

I gulped as I glare at Kai Hyung, his comment is not needed!

I glanced at Lisa who looks like she got stoned. Her jaw dropped as she look at me as if she wants to kill me.

That's how I like it.

Her glaring at me, her being annoyed by me. Her.. loving me.

"As long as Lisa agrees. I will let you." Jisoo said with a small smile on her face. "But be warned, hurt her once and I won't let you go near her ever again."

"I won't hurt her. I promise." I would rather get hurt than her.

Only Lisa has the power to hurt me. To break my heart but still make it pumped hard as if every broken pieces of it are only beating solely for her. That's why even though I know there's a hugh chance that I'll be publicly rejected right now and be humiliated in front of Kai Hyung and her members.. I took my chance to beg for another chance at her.

"I am proud of you, Sehun." Kai Hyung put his arms around my shoulder as we left the blackpink dorm. "I've got your back, don't worry!"

I nodded with a small satisfied smile on my lips.

Lisa didn't say anything. She's speechless.. but atleast she didn't reject me.

In my vocabulary, silence means yes.

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L I S A

"Oh Sehun is your ex boyfriend?!"

I winced as I heard Rosé's loud shrieked a few seconds after Sehun and Kai left. I wonder if they heard her?

I took a step back with an awkward laugh as I shrunk at how the three of my members stare at me. Rosé's jaw was dropped, she looks like she's amazed and can't believe what she has just heard at the same time. Jennie Unnie was examining me, as if she won't believe anything until I confirmed it myself. While Jisoo Unnie looks like she already figured it out, she's just waiting for me to talk.