Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

35: PROMISE

35: PROMISE
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L I S A

I don't know but I don't care anymore.

All I know is that I can't live like some puppet on the strings anymore. I want Sehun, I want people to know that I love him and he loves me too. More than they could ever imagine.

"What about the fans?" Jennie Unnie asked as she stared at her phone. "There are bashers too! Oh gosh, Lis! Turn off your socmed for a while!" She panicked but all I could do is open my phone as well.

But the moment I took my phone out of my pocket, Jisoo Unnie snatched it out of my hold.

"You can't." She said. "Whatever you're thinking. Just don't."

Okay.. I understand that they are worried. Not just because the group could be affected by what I did but also because of me. I know they are worried about me, mostly.

Jennie Unnie experienced it first hand when she came out to the media that she's dating Kim Jongin. I know and I've read some of those harsh comments about her. I was so annoyed that I even reported all of it!

Thus, I know what they are feeling right now. I know.

"I just want to come out." I said with all honesty. "I want to be able to be with Sehun freely. Not hide him... Not hide us."

"And do you know the consequences of this?" Jisoo Unnie arched a brow.

I bit my lower lip as I looked down.

"Do you know how many idols and artists have lost their career just because they fall in love?" She started. "Or just because they made it in public that they are in love?"

"Unnie.." Jennie Unnie called to calm her.

"I know." I answered.

I looked up at them and was surprised to see the shock in their faces. My eyes turn misty as I fought back the tears.

"I left him before because I got scared. I left him before because I know all of your worries could happen.. I know the consequences of falling for Sehun!" My voice rose up to prove a point. "But do you know the consequences that I felt when I left him? Do you know how much it hurt?"

I know they will always worry.

I know, no matter how much they let me and support, there will always be a part of them that worries for me. I know because I am like that to them.

I felt an arm enveloped me from behind and from his warmth, I already know who it is.

We are in a private room of his building after all.

My members and his decided to have a meeting because of the 'scandal' that we caused. I felt Sehun's face snuggle on my neck as he hugged me tight. As if comforting me.. and telling me that he is here. He will never leave. He will fight for us.. and I held on his arm that hugged me to tell him the same.

"Uhh.." Rosé awkwardly went in as well, she excused herself earlier to go to the bathroom. "What did I miss?"

"All the drama." Jennie Unnie roll her eyes as she sat down, followed by Jisoo Unnie.

"You guys are incomplete?" I said as I saw the members that Sehun brought.

Their leader, Suho with Xiumin, Chen, Kyungsoo, and Kai. One glance at Rosé and I immediately understand why. (Kayilala: The reason is in ChanRosé story, Perfect. It's the timeline where Rosé had an accident.) His other hyungs, Chanyeol, Baekhyun and Lay who is in China are not here.

"Let's just support our maknaes. If they went to go public, then let them." Suho was the first one to break the silence, he gave me a small smile when our eyes met. "We both know it's bound to happen anyway."