Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

16: STARS

16: STARS
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L I S A

"Let's go?"

I paused after I secured the bag pull of notes that me and my unnies wrote about our ideas in the brainstorming. I looked up at Sehun who helped me in arranging the papers when he spoke.

"I think I deserve a date." He arched a brow.

My stomach flipped at his word.. 'date'.. I can feel my cheek burning from excitement because I would gladly have a date with him!

Gahh! Geez! Is this what I truly am when I like someone?

Excited, giddy, and whipped?!

Sehun offered me his hand and I pouted to stop myself from grinning weirdly. I huffed before accepting Sehun's hand but he chuckle before getting the bag of notes from my other hand, letting go of the hand that held his.

I thought he lend his hand for me to hold?!

"Let's go." I said, feeling embarrassed.

Sehun's baritone laugh made me more annoyed. Yes, I like him. Yes, my heart flutters and my cheeks heat up from being this near with him.. I can feel butterflies come alive inside my stomach tickling me from the inside!

But Sehun.. no matter how much I like him, will always be annoying.

I was so busy cursing him inside my head, on how I want to kick his shin or on how I want to shoved the bag of paper on his laughing mouth!

I was pulled out of my enraged thoughts of revenge from him embarrassing me like that when I felt his free hand slid on my left hand, I feel like my bubble of anger popped out when our fingers slowly intertwined.

"If you want to hold hand, say so." Sehun showed our intertwined fingers and smirk, "your wish is my command, Dora."

I rolled my eyes to make it look like that my blushing face is because I am annoyed.. and not because I'm ticklish. "Who says I want to hold hand, monkey?"

I said those words but I never let his hand go. Yes, we are walking while holding each other's hands as if I have no fear from being seen with the famous Oh Sehun, the spoiled maknae of EXO.

We are both wearing disguises, the overused hats, facemask, and shades. It's dark already so I hoped no one would notice. Even the people passing by never looked twice at us.. I held Sehun's hand with confidence as we continue to walk on the side of the street as if we are both normal people.

If we are free to breath from our facemasks, if we are to see clearly without our shades on.. could we still walk hand in hand without other people looking at us?

BlackPink is still new to this industry.

My members are all single. I don't know if they ever experienced liking someone, if it ever come to a point when they are ready to risk it all.. to risk even this career that we all worked hard on to succeed.

"What are you thinking of?" Sehun asked as we walked side by side.

"I wonder.." I started, "do you want to be in a relationship with me?"

I felt his hold on my hand tightened, as if he is sure of what his answer would be, as if he doesn't want to let me go. "I want to be with you."

His words are always clear. He make sure that I know his intentions, he never beat around the bush. Oh Sehun is not the type of person to confuse me.. he is the type of person to assure me.

I have a lot of doubts.

Doubts to myself, mostly.

I took the risk of flying here to Korea for my dreams. I trained hard and doubt myself in the process if I could make it.. but in the end, I did. But the process isn't that easy. I sweat, I cried, I got sick while training and straining myself to my limit.