Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

12: PUSH

12: PUSH
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S E H U N

What is this feeling?

Am I being shy all of a sudden?

I don't know how to start a conversation because I kept on thinking about that night when I confidently say that I'll make her fall in love with me! But now.. I don't even know how to start.

I glanced at Lisa who was busy eating her food and talking to Rosé from time to time.

"What are you doing? Get her attention!" I saw Baekhyun Hyung mouthing some words on the table quite far away from Lisa's back. "Do what I told you to do! Oh Sehun! Fighting!"

I heave a deep breath. Fine. I'll tease her.

I stared at Lisa's face, trying to see what I can say to annoy her. But what can I say? She looks beautiful. Like a doll. Her eyes are shiny and doe. I like it. Her lips are thin and pinkish.. makes me want to kiss it.

I gulped and tried to bury these thoughts of mine. I really like her so much huh?

Then, my eyes landed on her bangs that I always love to touch. It's soft, makes me want to kiss her forehead.

"I wish I could see that airport forehead of yours." I started with a smirk. "When will you plan to stop putting an invisible cement on your bangs?"

Lisa's eyes met mine. Hers filled with fury. Finally caught your attention.

"When your nose is as small as a normal human being, Monkey." She retorted that made Chanyeol Hyung to chuckle.

I subtly touch the tip of my nose with my brows furrowed.

"Well, atleast I'm proud of my nose." I snorted.

"I bet if you can cover your nose with hair you'll do that. But you'll look more ugly by then, huh?" Lisa rolled her eyes.

My jaw dropped. I'm the one who should be annoying her but her words are the one getting the better of me? I know I'm affected because I like her.

Her calling me ugly made me feel like my confidence has crumbled down to pieces. No matter how many other person, how many other girls calls me handsome and praised me for my good looks.. just one word from the Lalisa Manoban calling me 'ugly', I feel like that's what it is.

If to her, I'm ugly.. then am I ugly?

"What's the matter?" Lisa arched a brow as she watches me closely. "You're annoying."

And that.. I am annoying.

I forced a small smile on my lips. I don't want her to see that her words affected me that much. Could my words affect her so much as well? Baekhyun Hyung's advice isn't good and effective. It backfired on me that I can't help but feel guilty for saying that Lisa's forehead is like an airport.

I just realized that for a girl like her, appearance matters.

I shouldn't tease Lisa.

"You're lame, Sehun." Chanyeol Hyung nudge my arm. "Watch and learn."

I nodded and ignored Baekhyun Hyung who's laughing like a lunatic on the other table. I glared at him but since his view is on Lisa's back, Lisa caught my eye and now, she's glaring at me? I bit my tongue and look away.

"Here."

I watched as Chanyeol Hyung made his move. He gave his pasta to Rosé who had just finished her meal. I saw how the girl blushes when their eyes met. Woah.. how can Chanyeol Hyung do that?

"T-Thank you.." Rosé replied shyly.

The smile on Chanyeol Hyung's face made me feel like a loser who don't know anything about girls. With just one simple move, he made Rosé blush! Meanwhile.. I can't even make Lisa to soften her gaze at me.