Save my heart (Sunstreaker)

* Chapter 29. Diapers

'You know, Sunstreaker. I like you more when you smile.'

The baby was not smiling or showing any sign of happiness. I sighed and crossed my arms. 'Please, Sunny. I am trying the best I can to help you. I know you're angry with the entire situation but I can't change it. All I can do is changing your diapers, bathing you and feeding you,' I said, sitting down next to him. 'We can try to make the best of it,' I added. He snorted furiously. I never heard a baby snort like this before. 'Pleas?' I asked. He narrowed his eyes. 'I promise to stop treating you like a baby but if you shit yourself, someone has to refresh you,' I said. He uttered another scream in protest. 'Please, I can't even go into public because you look like a demonic child. Just smile a little bit.'

I got up and headed for the kitchen. Sunstreaker crawled after me and tightly grasped my pants. He tried to hoist himself up. 'Sunny...' I picked him up and sat him down on the counter. 'No!' I snapped as he reached for the kitchen knife. 'You get one if you have your size back,' I said, placing him back on the ground. He started crying. 'Sunny, hey.' I nudged him softly and pulled him on my lap. He stopped. 'I know it's not fun, okay? But we need to make the best out of it,' I said. He hurt a grumble coming from my lap.

'Can't you make your eyes blue again? I like them more than those,' I said. He uttered a low dangerous growl. The mech uttered an annoyed sigh.

I decided to go on a walk to the mall. With Sunny on my hip. He had tightly grasped onto my jacket. Gosh he's cute but creepy. I took him to the mall and wandered around but figured it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. I took Sunny with me into a fitting room and sat him down the ground. He ain't going anywhere. Last thing he wants is to be picked up a strangers. He stared up at me with his icy blue eyes. I crouched down. 'What do you think of this?' I showed him a shirt. He looked at it before looking back at me. 'No?'

He looked away. 'Alright, what about this?'
He looked more approving. 'Yeah, I already thought this would be a hit,' I said and got up. I turned around and changed the shirt into a crop top before turning around. Sunny was gone. Looking around, he was sitting in front of me. 'Really?' He gave me a challenging look. I picked up him. 'No. Bad mech.' He grabbed one of my breasts. 'Wow... you're a baby but your spirit definitely hasn't changed,' I scowled before placing him down. 'Stop!' I tapped softly on his head, earning a demonic snarl. I raised my hands and looked in the mirror. The crop top really showed off my toned stomach. Sunny tried to stand by holding my leg.

'I don't ever want to have kids. Like honestly... no offense towards you, but between you and me, you're acting more like a demon than a sweet child,' I muttered. He didn't seem to be bothered by that. I paid for the crop top and left. Sunstreaker pointe at Victoria Secret. 'Forget about it,' I muttered. His eyes drilled straight through mine. 'There are limits and this is one of them, okay?' He started to get angrier with the minute and held me even tighter. 'You'd like me to leave you here?' I asked and took a turn.

Dis you shit yourself again?'

Sunstreaker glared at me. 'Hey, don't look at me that way. I am the one to clean you up,' I sulked. I searched for a bathroom and waited patiently. 'You're glad I took some extra dippers,' I said. Sunstreaker sighed heavily and leaned against my shoulder. 'What's wrong? Why this sudden change?' I asked, rubbing his back. Sunstreaker didn't reply. Perhaps he just accepted the situation. I kissed his head, making him look at me. He pressed his face against me.

As the lady walked out, I entered and locked the door behind me. I carefully laid him down and grabbed a few things from the back. Sunstreaker glanced at me. 'We don't ever have to talk about this once you get your size back, okay?' He rolled his eyes and it made me smile. 'Babies don't roll their eyes,' I teased and removed his pants. He snorted. I removed the dirty diaper and grabbed some moisten napkin. 'This is really nasty,' I muttered mostly to myself. I tried to clean him up in the best way could and turned to grab a new diaper next to me as he just out of the blue changed to his original size. I uttered a Yelp and hit the door. Sunstreaker groaned, reaching for his head.

'Damn it,' he scowled before he opened his eyes. 'Wow... I just hadn't expect that.' He face quickly turned into rage. 'I Uhm... I only have baby clothing with me— and you look really good down there. Really big—' he hit me. 'If you draw me nude, ever! I'll be pinching your eyes out,' he hissed quietly. I handed him some napkins. 'You can do it yourself, so...' I trailed off. 'Get me some clothes you lazy pig,' he snapped. I quickly left and bought a few things before returning. Sunstreaker snitched it from my hands and locked the door behind him.

I patiently waited. Sunstreaker didn't look at me when he finally walked out. 'Sunny...' he raised his hand to silence me. 'Not a damn word,' he sneered. I flinched and followed him. 'It was a hell of an experience but—' he hit me. I flinched again and slowed down so there was a gap between us. I sighed following him

Back home, Sideswipe strode in from the living and before he even realized it, he got a punch from Sunny. 'Frag,' he scowled and watched Sunny storm upstairs. 'What on earth,' he hissed. 'Yeah... Sunny changed back. I was changing his diapers and—' I stoped my sentence. 'Let me guess, he didn't appreciate.' I nodded and helped Sides stop his nosebleed. 'He'll come around... I hope.'