Save my heart (Sunstreaker)

* Chapter 27. Accident *

I groaned. Waking up from another nightmare. Ben keeps chasing me in my head and it freaks me out. I feel like I see hime very where. I slowly got up and headed downstairs to grab a glass of water. Sunstreaker was in a deep sleep and I don't want to be the one to wake him up. I turned on the lights in the kitchen and sat down. Eating some cake I made the previous day.

'Going to eat it all?'

Sunstreaker stood in the doorway. 'Did I wake you up?' I asked. 'No, I was already awake.' He sat down and grabbed the cake and snitched the fork from my hands. He wore his pj pants but had no shirt on. The view I had is nice. Because he always wears his shirt, I barely have the change to see his abs. Sunstreaker caught me staring at him. 'What?' he asked. I shook my head and took a sip of my water. 'You're going to talk or...?' he trailed off without looking. 'Oh, I had a bad dream... that's all,' I sighed. Sunstreaker perked his head up. 'I feel like there's more.'

'My mom...'
'You are upset about what she said?' he asked. I snorted, 'little bit,' I replied. 'It wasn't a big surprise. Why did you go?' He asked. I shrugged, 'she's still my mother, Sunstreaker. Somewhere deep down, I hoped she would change her mind. I thought, maybe after what happened to dad... she would like to talk to me or perhaps changed her mind. Of course I knew she would try to talk me out of it but... I hoped she didn't.'

Sunstreaker sucked in a breath. 'You know... you don't need parents. I lived without parents. They didn't like me at all. I was a mistake. Parents are useless and they proved that to you and to me,' he stated. 'I don't even know what love is,' he added. 'Your brother gives it you,' I said. 'I mean, loved by someone else. Not my brother...' he said. I grabbed the fork from him and ate the last piece of the cake.

'Do you want to sleep in my bed for the rest of the night?' he asked. I smiled at him, 'are you sure?' He gave a small nod and got up. He switched off the lights and grasped my hand, taking me upstairs. I crawled in bed and he joined seconds later. For some time, I stared at the ceiling until I felt Sunstreaker roll on his side and wrap his arm around me. 'Try to get some sleep,' he whispered and kissed my cheek.

He nuzzled in my neck before he fell asleep. His arm still wrapped around me. I loved this position. I rested my head against his before falling asleep as well.
The next morning, we woke up at ten and started our daily routine. 'Skip the breakfast, Chatty,' Sunstreaker said. 'Why?' I questioned. 'I need to go the base,' he sighed. 'Again?' He gave me a look and nodded. 'Yeah, again... come on.' He grasped my hand and dragged me outside. I wasn't in the mood to go to the base. Especially not after what happened between and my team mates the other day but I had no choice.

Once arrived at the base, Sunstreaker kissed my cheek and walked off. 'Great,' I sighed. I didn't even know why he took me or what he expected me to do. So, instead I was hanging out with Jazz until I heard a furious roar. I bolted from Jazz's hood and turned. Sunstreaker marched in, covered in slime looking substance. 'Wheeljack!' He roared. 'Easy, Sunstreaker.' Prime raised his hands. 'Look at me,' he shouted. 'You can wash it off,' Prime said calmly and waved the young mech off.

Steam emerged from his nose before he marched off. 'Good luck,' Jazz mocked and patted my shoulder. The front liner returned an hour later. 'We are done here! Let's go!' He spat. I raised my hands in peace and hopped in. 'What happened?' He snorted, 'Que and his stupid inventions. He asked if I could help for a moment and then the entire thing exploded and covered my delicate and beautiful frame in a nasty, smelly purple slime,' he scowled.

I sucked in a breath and let him scowl. He reached the garage and hopped out. 'I'll see you in a sec,' I said as he kept scowling, even after cutting his engine. Sunny didn't respond so I hopped out and walked of, closing the door. After some time, I really started to wonder what on earth Sunstreaker was up too. I got up and opened the door. 'Sunstreaker—' I cut myself off.

My eyes fell on the Lamborghini that had somehow shrunken drastically and then my eye fell on a bundle of clothing and underneath it a crying child. I walked up to him and removed the shirt. 'Sunstreaker? What on earth?' I looked at his alt-mode again before picking up the child, soothing him. Sunstreaker stopped crying and grasped my shirt. 'This is not good.' I walked upstairs and wrapped a towel around the baby before grabbing my phone.

'Ratchet? This is bad... really bad.'

'What's going on?' He asked, sighing. 'I need you to come over right now and take some... baby clothing. Sunstreaker has shrunken. His alt-mode and holoform. He... he's a baby.' There fell a silence. 'Are you joking?' Ratchet asked. 'I am not joking... I need you now.'
There was another silence. 'Do I need to sent you a picture. Just come for Primus sake,' I snapped. 'You better not be joking,' he snapped. I sighed and looked down at the child. 'I am not.'

Sunstreaker's big blue eyes stared at me. He's so helpless now. I disconnected the call. 'You'll be okay,' I murmured and rubbed his cheek. I wasn't sure how much he's going to remember from this, but he's going to murder Que for sure when he has his age and size back.