ADDICTION and OBSESSION||Sanzu Haruchiyo X Female Reader

21

Y/n pov:

I look around and saw the lighter and I took it. I light it on and he move closer to me so I can light his cigarette Haruchiyo get sit straight In where he sitting after his cigarette was light up and exhaled a smoke

I look at the cigarette and look at Haruchiyo's lips.why it's so sexy he even look beautiful than me Iook at his hair when he open the window I get back to myself when he spoke

"Start smoking" He command

I gulp and put the cigarette in my mouth I never done this before and I was promising to myself that I won't smoke I open the window and light the lighter

I feel Haruchiyo is looking at me while I'm gonna light up the cigarette when I light it up I'm afraid to inhaled

"Inhale"He said

"I'm scared"I whisper

I heard him chuckle. I didn't mean to let him hear my whisper

"Come on baby... it good"he said trying to convince me he like a bad influence

I exhaled and I cough and Haruchiyo just laughed and exhaled a smoke

"Try again"He said

I put it back in my mouth and as expected I cough again he been influencing me and I try again I stop when he get out in car and he open the car door near at me

He hold my hand and help me to get out we heading at the back of his car and I shocked when there's a lot of whiskey and soju and vodka

Haruchiyo adjust his car roof so we can sit in the back inside. Haruchiyo open some whiskey and I just realized where under the bridge and there's a water in our left

It's so dark in her and only the moon is our light that reflects in the water and some bright star in the dark sky

Sanzu give me soju I accepted it and I don't know why maybe I'll just enjoy this night drinking and be happy just one time well drinking make me forgot all my sorrow in life

We start drinking and I still trying to smoke Haruchiyo even put some white dust in my soju and I just drink it time passes and I get to use at smoking

I feel so happy and I forgot all my problem just this night and we're laying and look at the sky when we done drink them all

"haru"I whisper

I heard him hmm

"Can I call you haru?" I asked and move my hand up and act like I'm touching the Star

"Yes you can"He said

I smiled I feel so drunk

I took a deep breath and feel the fresh air "This is the best feeling I ever feel in my whole life haru"I said

"What do you mean"He asked and he clear his throat

"I mean is can we do this again? Let's just enjoy and be true to our self"I said with a smile in in my face

I looks to see him and he looking at me I smiled at him and he spoke

"I like you"

I smiled "Is that a confession?"I asked and he look serious

"Well haru I really want to grow old with a man I like and see my child grow and see them get married with the man they love"I said

"Is it my fault that you can't grow old with the man you love and see your child grow and get married?"Haru Said

I nod "I really want some freedom...after I die I want to feel loved again like my mom she's the reason why I still want to live"

"Did you really suffered when you met me?"He asked

I look at him "yes...but before I met you I really want to die"

"Why are you being nice again?"I asked

He move closer to me and she let my head rest in his shoulder while looking at the stars

"Because...I don't know why"

I hold in his clothes and my tears fall and he start patting my back gently I'm suddenly feel emotional

"Pull it out all.... I'll comfort you"

I nod and cry I don't know what I really feel it's a lot of emotion I feel a minute later I smell his clothes and his scent comfort me I stop crying

"You smell expensive"I said when our eyes meet and I just remember when he said my smell is cheap I know that my smell is cheap but it's hurt me

A/n: I don't know what I feel but I'm blushing and I'm crying while writing this HAHAHA cuz I'm little bit like y/n

I smiled when haru smiled we spend our night in there with the empty bottle of soju and whiskey and some drugs and cigarette

.....

I awake when I feel warmer I rub my eyes and see that I'm inside of the car and haru coat is my futon I find him with and I feel relaxed when I see him sitting outside

Just sitting near at the water. I sit and my head is hurt I open the car door and come to him

I sit next to him and put his coat back in him. I took a rock and Throw it in the water

"Can I asked?"I asked and he nod silently

"What are you doing with mom lately?"I asked

He look at me "Nothing special"He huskily said

"Did she told you about the..."

"The money, she gonna take you away from me but she already sale you to me so I'll just sale you to her"He said like it a business

"How much?"I asked

"100B"

"100B?!

"I even down the price because she said she can't afford you "

I look down it's like I'm forever be a slave

"If you tired....let get you a therapy and forget everything"he said

He really convincing me

"I don't... think so"