Please, Kill Me (Jeff the Killer x Reader)

Chapter 14

So foggy and dark with a lots of dead trees are all infront me. This is the place they called Dark Forest where there is no escape.

"What are you thinking?!" I was shocked to hear Jeff's voice in this place. I look at him while his both hands is in his pocket staring at me while kneeling on the ground.

"Why are you here? I thought you were still wrapped by those things?"

"I cut them off" he answered.

"Then followed me here?"

"Looks like it, because I can't let my toy to run away like that" he said then I sneakily wiped my tears and stand up.

"You shouldn't be here, Slender told me earlier that there is no way out here" I said and start walking away from him but he caught my arm.

"And he told me to stick around with you in order to get out of here" out of here? There's no door near us, completely endless forest without a sky, without anything.

"How's that even possible?" I asked him.

"He told me that there's a dangerous woman living in this place. To be able to make the mansion appear we need to deal with her" he explained and we started walking to the forest without letting go.

"Deal with her, by?"

"I don't know, that is why we need to find out" he answered. I move my eyes to look around the place ignoring the fact that he is holding my hand but it is not too tight like before.

Then, out of nowhere I saw a glimpse of a white dress standing beside that tree from 10 meters away.

"I think I saw someone there" I said then point him the tree.

"But I don't see anyone. Are you sure?" He asks and I nodded then we head there. When we reach it there is nothing, no footprints or any trace that someone was here. "There's nothing but this old book" he said then pick up the old book lying on the ground almost buried in the sand.

"I think that's a diary.." I said when I saw the name written in the cover.

"Diary? By whom?" He asked and I shrugged as my answer. "Let's get going.."

As we walk throught this forest suddenly we heard a scream of a woman but Jeff isn't bothered by it.

"You heard that right?" I ask to know if I'm not scaring myself.

"Yeah" he shortly answered. He is a killer anyway so this is not new for him to encounter or hear any mysterious noises. Then suddenly a woman appeared infront of us.

"Finally" said Jeff with an excitement. The woman screams without moving her mouth with her broken jaw. And when Jeff grab his knife preparing for the attack the woman dissappeared.

"What the fuck?!" We thought that she already left but as soon as I look behind me, she was there inch away. And then she grab my neck and lift me up while staring at me. Jeff didn't say a word but plunge to her but he just only pass her, you can't hurt the ghost but the ghost can hurt you?

Then she screams again infront of me and I know that in just a few seconds I'll pass out or even be dead by her.

"That's my fucking prey! Find your own, bitch!" Jeff yelled even how many times he attack the woman, its still useless. Then the book I'm holding fe to the ground and I'm slowly losing my strenght but after I drop the book she immediately drop me down and took it then leave.

"What kind of being is that woman? I can't even kill her!"

"Have.. you heard.. about ghosts?" I ask while gasping for some air.

"Of course, woman"

"Then she is a ghost" I said and slowly stand up. He just look away and looks irritated while me still grabbing my neck. If that's what Slender mention about then how we will defeat her if we can't even touch her?

"This will never happen if you didn't run earlier" he said while scratching his knife to the tree. I take a deep breath before I answered him.

"Yeah, but you can't blame me to be hurt by that"

"By what?" He ask then look at me still scratching his knife to the tree.

"By saying I'm just a merely a toy for you--"

"I'm just saying the truth, but the most important here is that in the end I will kill you" he answered. He is right, I've always been a thing to someone else, I'm used to be a toy by someone, playing their games even though its hurting me but I've never have a courage to stop it but..

".. it hurts.. you know. To be just thought as a toy, to be never considered as a human who can easily .. get hurt. Is that even hard tk understand? Or is it hard for all of you to see me as a human?" I ask while forcing myself not to cry.

"Can you just stop your drama?"

You'll be a great actress by that drama.

Right, they are all the same. And this man infront of me is a killer Y/N, how could you ever think that he will understand you.. no one will understand what you've been through, no one will see your wounds and scar.. no one will.

But..

I'm tired of this! The people who think of me as a human are gone because of me. And now I'm surrounded by people who never considered me as one. It's all my fault!

"WHY CAN'T ALL OF YOU JUST UNDERSTAND!! WHY ALL OF YOU THINK OF ME AS TRASH, AS A SLAVE, AS A TOY!! WHY IS IT SO EASY TO ALL OF YOU TO SHOUT AT ME LIKE I'M JUSY NOTHING!! I KNOW I MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES, I HURT EVERYONE I LOVED.. but.. why..? Why can't you just understand.. that I've never done that because I like it.. its because.. I was a fool to believe you.." then I can't stop myself to cry infront of mu killer while grabbing his hoodie and tears dropping to his clothes.

"Your suffering now.." he whispered. "Just continue doing it and you'll end up dead soon" he added. And by that, I'm completely snap, all of my emotions I've been carying for my whole life just burst out suddenly and slap him with all of my strenght, my anger, my sadness and regret then I run away.

"FUCK! I'M GONNA KILL YOU RIGHT NOW!!" I heard him yelled from a distance. Now I am sure he is going to kill me but why am I running away from him? I don't even know.. its always like this whenever I have a chance to end my life still I end up running away but before I know that I have my reasons but now there's nothing left for me, so why am I still running away from my death?

Live Y/N, that's my wish.

Then I trip and fall to the ground while sobbing and clenching my fist.

"W-Why do you still want me to live Mom? .. to suffer?"

You just need a rest.

"Resting.. can't solve m-my problem.. its like I'm just ignoring ..everything"

Dear..

I lift up my head and saw Mom walking towards me.

"You're just tired.. tired of being hurt over and over and also by the pressure we put into you" then he touch my cheek and wipe my tears. "Forgive us, for not noticing your pain.. then forgive yourself for all you did that you never intended to do. That is why I named you Y/N, you have a power to create a meaning of it but I know that Strength is still in you" then she smiled.

"Mom.. don't leave me.. please?" I said while sobbing.

"I won't"