Please, Kill Me (Jeff the Killer x Reader)

Chapter 27

I woke up as the sun brightly shines to my eyes. And I found myself lying on a bed with Jeff.

"Did you get enough sleep?" He asks.

"Yes, I've never had this good sleep ever since.. when I was a kid" I answered then brush my cheek and smiled. "How about you?" I ask but he shook his head.

"I never sleep" he answered. "Anyways, lets get up I'm sure your hungry" then wears his hoodie because he already wear his pants. He pick up all my things while saying something but suddenly I cannot hear anything.. I grab my ear not knowing what to do.

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Who is he?

"Y/N! What's wrong?"

"Jeff?"

"Yes? What's wrong? Are you okay?" He asks while holding my shoulder then I shook my head and nodded.

"I'm fine.." then smiled bitterly. Then a knock from a door make both of us look at it.

"Breakfast is ready, lovebirds!" LJ said outside the door.

"Will be there" said Jeff with a serious tone.

"Good, see yah!" Then Jeff look at me still worried about what just happened.

"I-I'll tell you later.. for now, lets eat our breakfast, okay?" I said then brush his cheek and agreed. After putting on my clothes we both head downstairs and sat down with the others. I saw Jane sitting infront of us while glaring at Jeff.. well, she had a reason to get mad at him and I can't blame her but I hope she cool down later.

"Ugh! I did not have a good sleep last night" Candy said and sat down next to me. "Did you get a good night sleep, Y/N?" He ask while placing his cheek in his hand.

"A-Ah.. yeah, of course" I answered then Jeff drinking some water.

"Hmm.. I wonder where those noises comes from" soon he said that Jeff choke.

"Oh yeah, now you mention that I heard it too!" Said Ben who's infront of us. "You guys, did you hear the noise last night?" He asks everyone while I can't even look at their eyes.

"I did" answered Masky.

"I don't know.. I'm already asleep" answered Hoodie based on a way he dressed.

"I-I-I h-hear it t-too" answered Tobi.

"I even hear someone's clapping" said Sally then Rogue smacks Ben's head.

"There's a kid here, moron"

"Ouch! Fine.. I'm just asking" Ben said while rubbing his back head then Rogue look at me but I just looks away.

"Anyways.. are you okay?" I ask Jeff then he just nodded then Slender came in and sit down.

I'm glad everyone is here. How are you Jeff?

"Great" Jeff answered without lookinh at him and still drinking the water.

I can see that.. and you musy be so thirsty after that? Then most of them snickered.

"Fine I'll stop it!" Jeff said and crossed his arms. I just giggled and squeeze his hand.

Anyways, lets eat. Said Slender even though he is not eating still he is there watching us like his kids. I just eat peacefully while some of them are like a kid fightinh over a food and then there's Rogue like a mother stopping them.

Its been a long time I eat with a family like this. Ever since I graduated highschool, I took a dorm near the universities I'm in for over 7 years.. I missed this type of family.. I miss my family.

"Y/N? Can I talk to you?" Then suddenly Rogue came near me then I look ay Jeff who is just lookinh at me in his peripheral view.

"Uh, sure.. what is it?" I ask.

"Follow me" she said and I did what she said and I followed her until we end upstsairs to the big balcony.

"This is the place where we can talk privately" she said then lean to those steel bars and look at the trees.

"Is there something you want to say to me that is so important?"

"Yes, its about your illness" and my eyes widen.

"How did you know? I.. I did not--"

"Slender told me" she cut me off. "When LJ brought you here while he found you unconscious in the abandon house, Slender felt something in your head that makes you in pain. At first he doesn't know what it is thay is why he asks me to go to your parents house and find these" then she open her palm revealing me the medicines I am taking. I remember I left some of those when I visits mu parents 2 months ago.

"What are these?" She asks then I stared at the forest while the wind makes them sway.

"I have.. stage 3 brain cancer.." I answered that made her speechless. There were moments of silence before she speaks.

"You.. are not planning to cure yourself aren't I?" Then I nodded.

"I was.. and lately I almost forgot everything even him."

"Is thay the reason why you want to die?" Then I nodded again.

"It is.. atleast before I die, I won't forget everyone I loved." I answered then take a deep breath. "I thought being with a serial killer make my wish even more easier.. but it became so much harder than before. There are a lot of chances I could've die but I just run away because of his promise and his desire to kill me by his own hands but now.." then her hand touch my shoulder and I look at her.

"Does your parents knew this before they.. you know" I shook my head.

"I don't want to add some problems to their life again.. I don't ever think of my life as worthy as the others. I made a lot of mistakes.. and it slowly killing me.. I'm so tired, I want to end this. This is what I wanted ever since.. to die."

"What about Jeff?" That made me pause and again it made me forget everything I wished for.

"Jeff.. he's the only one I've got.. but even if he did not kill me.. time will" I answered then tears comes out from my eyes.

"I thought you want us to stay together?" I turn around and saw Jeff looking straight towards me. "I thought I changed your mind.. but you still chose to die.."

"Jeff its--"

"SHUT UP!! Why didn't you chose to cure yourself at the first place!? Why are you so selfish always thinking that you are tired!? What about your parents who wants you to live!? What about me who wants to be with you!?"

I'm selfish? For being tired of everything I carries.. I'm just being selfish for not asking for anyone to help me. I.. just dont want them to worried at me.. I don't want them to get exhausted by thinking of me. Am I being still selfish?

Then I just realize Jeff is not here anymore.

"Yes you are selfish to think that you deserve to get hurt alone, and you let your feared control you" Rogue said.

"I.. just want no tears in my death.. I just want to vanish together with their memories with me. They shouldn't cry to me.." I said while sobbing and hugging myself then Rogue hugs me from the back.

"You always think that you don't deserve anything because of what you've done but you are wrong.. the only thing you don't deserve is to get hurt alone." Then I bit my lip and she hugs me more tightly.

"You are afraid that leads you to lose somethinh you loved.. your parents. And now you still have one.. will you still chose to be afraid and lose it? Or this time you'll make a change?"

Jeff..

"Make your choice.."