I woke up in a hard ground and when I rubbed my eyes I saw my parents house-- our house. It's foggy outside, dark skies and the town looks like a ghost town. It's a dream, I'm sure of it..I head to the front door and open it. Its too dark in here and there were no lights in here. I tried to open the switch but its not working, luckily there's a flashlight above the cabinet. I took it and use it to see this place, the place haven't changed a bit.
"Dear?" That familiar voice made me happy at the same time reminds me how sorry I am. Without any hesitation I quickly run upstairs.
"Mom! Where are you?" I shouted, there's no one in the hallway. As I walk towards my parents room I feel something under my foot, something I step on.
I pick it up and it was my phone with a message from Dr. Caitlyn. I gaze on it for a sec while frowning then ignores it and put it in my pocket.
"Y/N? Dear!"
"Mom I'm coming!" And then I followed that voice leading me to their room. I saw my Mom and Dad staring outside from the balcony. I walk towards them and cleared my throat.
"M-Mom.. Dad, I'm home.." I said and drop my flashlight as I run towards them. The smile I wear comes off as they stand up on the plank with a rope in their neck.
"W-What are you doing?" I asked then they look back at me that reminds me of trying to hang up myself.
"Y/N live, thats my wish" as soon my Mom said that they both jump off.
"NO!!" I yelled as I reach my hand to stop them but when I look around it's not a dream anymore and I will never change what happened. I recognized that I am still in the abandon house. I crumpled myself, hugging my knees as I cry.
I'm the one who should be in that place not them, I'm the one who should die and not them yet I am still here, breathing and living. There are so many times that can almost kills me yet I chose to survive.
What's the point?
To suffer and then I will kill you.
Yes, like he said he wants me to suffer but how long? I've been suffering ever since and now that there's nothing left for me.. he still want me to live and suffer again. And now... my chest hurt and my eyes won't stop crying. Then a pounding on my head makes me squeeze it until it pops.
"I.. d-don't want to.. live" I cried and cried endlessly then for a moment I saw a window, just like what I think back in my apartment. I did not jump back there because there's a reason that's holding me back but now there's nothing..
I get up from my bed and head to the window. I look down and saw a grass swaying by the wind. I put my legs out and sat on the window pane.
If I jump it'll make me go high that can give a possibility that there's no chance on me to survive that fall. Now that I am alone now nothing can stop me.
"I'm... Sorry.." and then I jump while tears are falling to my cheeks.
"Fuck!" Then again, I failed. As soon as I jumped there were arms that tightly grabbed my waist. "What the fuck are you doing!?"
"Just let go!! I can't wait anymore!!" I cried while trying to get off his arm but he's so strong that I can't even loose his grip. He pulled me in and pushed me to the floor that made a thud from this wooden floor while my hair are covering my face.
"W-Why.. you do that?" I asked while crying facing this floor.
"I fucking told you! That I'm the one who will kill you!"
"Then do it now!!" I yelled then I heard him growl because of an anger and I heard his sharp knife pull off then I feel a burning heat from my thigh. I look into it and I saw a deep slice in my left thigh while Jeff is crouching infront of me while his left hand is touching the ground next to my waist while the other is holding the knife.
"See? I am not satisfied to kill you, because I see no fear. Death is like a freedom to you" he said while looking straight to me. I did not say anything, I just stared at him while my eyes are still crying.
He stood up and look down at me blocking the glowing moon from the sky.
"Tell me.." I said and look up to see him. ".. does it make you happy? To kill and kill endlessly?" I asked, then there's a pause before he answer.
"More than you imagined" and then head to the door and slammed it shut leaving me here.
"Agh.." I groan slightly when I feel now the pain in my thigh. Now it hurts a lot and there is no bandages here so I rip my shirt revealing my waist and tied it to my wound. There's no needle and yarn here to stitch it so it won't stop in bleeding that can lead me to blood loss and can be cause of my death.
I sat at my bed and lie my thigh on it. I can still the pain from the wound but there's nothing I can do about it but to wait.
Then I smirk...waiting for my death.
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I woke up when the sun greets my face, I cover my eyes because I still want to sleep but I remember my wound. I removed my blanket and saw it got stitched and now I do remember that I fell asleep with no blanket but.. this blanket I am holding-- is it from him? Did he do it?
I got up from my bed and head downstairs, even though I still feel the pain in my thigh and because of it I trip on the stairs that makes me fall and before my head reach the ground someone caught me.
"J-Jeff?"
"Expecting someone else?" He said and let go my waist then I shake my head. I'm just surprised to see him, well what am I thinking? We are living in a same roof its just normal to see him.
"Uhm about--"
"Heh, I told you before it's not my intention to save you I did it because I need to" he answered and head to the sofa and sat down. I sat down to the wooden chair next to it and realize the scene I just did earlier.
"I'm sorry about what I did earlier about jumping to the window"
"Why are you sorry?" He asked disgusted. I just remained silent there and waits for him to continue. "I don't give a fuck about you, all I want is to kill you to reach my satisfaction"
"Yeah, and I'll promise when the time comes I'll make it worth enough of your time" then look at him, even though he always smiling because of those slices still its the real smile I saw on his face now that he looks at me.
"I'll remember that"
"Sure" I said and smiled at him for the first time that made him shocked.
"Why are you smiling at me?"
"Nothing.. I'm just.. glad to be here, I guess.." I answered.
"What?"
Even though I'm his victim or a hostage still he cares about me. Its so hard to understand but if he do it because of his own intentions to kill me, still I am glad. I am glad to be taken care of even though its for their own satisfaction.
And I'm glad at the end of it I will die.
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