Please, Kill Me (Jeff the Killer x Reader)

Chapter 21

Its been a while but still he is not letting me go as if it his first time hugging someone or feel the warm of it. Even though he did not say any word, I can feel everythibg he felt right now its travelling to our arms into me.

I slowly move my hand to his back hair and rub it.

"You know, my Mom usually sang me a song" I suddenly said out of nowhere and he did not response to it neither disagree so I take a deep breath and sing your song Mom.

After I sang the song he moved his head back revealing his green eyes staring at the window behind me. It made me look at it but there's nothing  but he immediately being aggressive and stood up, looks like he is hearing something that I did not hear.

"What is it?" I ask but he only shush me and pay attention to listen onto something then--

*Bang*

A gunshot from my door comes out and it nearly get me right into my heart but luckily Jeff is faster and predict this.

"We have to get out of here" he whispered to me while we are still on the floor with the banging on my door. Is it the police? How'd they know that we are here? I tried to look around to see if there's any suspicious inside my room like a camera but because we are in a hurry I didn't have a chance then we head to my balcony.

"Are we going to jump over--"

"Yes" he answered as we stand up to this plank. I've never scared of height but because this time we are going to jump my knees are trembling then I feel a squeeze in my hand and I realize Jeff is holding it. "Trust me" soon as he said that those police managed to open the door and I barelu see their faces.

"OPEN FIRE!" What? I thought they just want to take me for interrogations and all? Why do they want us dead?

But before they even shoot us, Jeff hugs me and cover me to them and jump. As I feel the intense wind that's speaking to me falling, I want to scream then he hugged me tight while my face is now burrying in his collarbone.

It feels like an hour of falling or longer than that but finally we managed to survive, we fell to the trampoulin while I'm on top of him and I thought we are going to bounce back but no-- he uses his knife to cut off the trampoulin before we bounce up then we both run away from the house. Gladly, there were no police outside the house waiting for us.

"Why they want us dead?" I ask him while running away from this town.

"I have no idea" he answered as if he doesn't ever care about it. Atleast now we are safe running away from my house and I've succeeded to take my charger.

Instead of taking the road, we went inside the forest to have a big possibility of hiding or maybe to kill especially its already a night time and its already dark in here until we managed to get back to the house and headed inside.

"T-That was close.. but thanks" after I said that he turn around and stared at me and it feels like he is saying This is all my fault if they found out this place.

"I'm sorry.." I said then he just walks away and went inside the kitchen and I sat down in one of the chairs that I usually sit on. He goes back holding a bowl with cereals and sat down on the sofa silently but I was shocked when he pass me the bowl.

"Eat" the only thing he said even with a hesitation I still take it from him.

"Thank you"

"That chair is unstable"

"Oh.. right, I might just get one from the kitche--"

"No" No? "Why don't you sit here in the sofa?" Then this time he look at me.

"I thought you don't want me to sit down there?" I ask because that's what I feel whenever I want to sat down there before with him, he always snarled at me but now..

"You don't want to?"

"N-No.. its just that, so unexpected" I said but still I sit down to the sofa next to him with a 2 inches in between.

We just sat here silently while eating this cereal and him maybe even sleeping because he lean his head on top of the back of the sofa while his facing is facing the ceiling. Now I realize how much trouble I give to him or maybe he's used to this since he did a lot of crime to the country that's why they've been given an order to shoot us.

And that girl named Nina, who is she? Are Jeff and her friends? And why does she want me to die so bad with thay furious look he gave to me? Ugh, Y/N of course she is a killer and I am just a normal person living with a Killer.

I sighed, as a my energy slowly turns out and I even got to finish my cereals. I look at Jeff who's still in the same position and I want to offer him this maybe he is hungry too but I don't want wake him up if he is sleeping right now. He is much more tired than me.

"Why are you staring at me?" I didn't even realize that I'm doing that and knowinh the fact that he is not sleeping is hard to guess.

"I'm sorry, I thought you're hungry so I left you some of this" he lift up his head and look at the bowl then to me.

"I'm not hungry"

"Okay.." and put it down in the table.

"Why don't you finish it?"

"I'm already.. full" I answered then silence came in, there's a thought from my mind saying its my chance to talk to him or to know him more but half of me saying he'll just leave or not going to response to me.

"Hey"

"Yeah?" I'm surprised he's the first one ro broke the silence.

"I don't know your name" right, I've been living here for a week and a half now but he never ask my name before.

"Uhm, yes.. because I've never have a chance to tell you.. but I'm Y/N"

"Y/N, whatever happen earlier.. forget it" does he mean about him hugging me earlier?

"If thats what you want but.. why?"

"JUST--" It almost made me jump when he shouted but I saw him stop for a moment to calm his self. "-- just.. forget it"

"Are you.. trying to forget something?" I know its too risky to ask and might trigger his temper but still I did. Maybe its quite connected to the photo I've seen in the lock room. He just remained silent next to me.

"Sometimes, I want to forget everything I've known, my friends, family and even the past. I wished that when the day comes of my death, their memories with me will vanish" I said while playinh my thumb.

"My mom always said that life never became easy, but everyday you are become stronger than yesterday.. but I've never felt that. I always feel weaker everyday and because of that it became a weapon to those who wants to harm me and my family and at the end of the day.. I'm still weak and did not do anything to save them"  then tears coming out from my eyes and I just quickly wipe it.

"I'm sorry if I cried again.. it never happens before, crying infront of someone"

"Before I become a killer, I'm just a normal boy going to school, play with my brother as he helps me to overcome my mental health" it made me look at him as he place both of his arms in his lap looking directly to the rectangular infront of us.

"I'm also weak.. everyday I feel weak and my brother is the one who always protecting me, saving me.. helping me. And because of this I feared my weaknesses that made me become who am I right now"

"So, the person in the photo--"

"Is me and my brother" he answered. I don't know what happen to his brother or neither his parents but once again I feel his sadness growing.

"What happened?"

"I.. killed them all" I widen my eyes as he said that. Did he mean that he killed his brother? And his parents? "When the bullies almost killed me by burning me and bleaching me, I survived and wake up with this face.. it was beautiful and I added somethings to make it perfect" then he grinned. "You are right, world is so unfair.. the strong one always stepping onto the weak.. that is why I need to kill all of them. ALL!!" Then laugh while placing his hand to his head but then..

".. why are you crying?"