Please, Kill Me (Jeff the Killer x Reader)

Chapter 26

I woke up after hearing a creak feom a door that just closed.

"Your awake.." then I saw Jeff sitting in his bed while his hand is in my head.

"How long have you been awake?" I ask then lift up my body to look at him properly.

"I just woke up" he answered.

"Oh, okay.. maybe you are hungry I should--" before I even stand up from my sit he grab my hand and squeeze it.

"I am not hungry, just stay here with me" he said that made me quite shock but still agreed and looks away.

"I.. ugh.." I look at him who is trying to say something but looks like he is having a difficult time to say it. "About earlier.. ugh" then he looks away scratching the back of his head.

"Back in the woods? Its nothing"

"Its just NOT nothing!" He shouted then look at me. "You almost died there!" He said as if he is my father lecturing me.

"But I didn't.."

"What if I did kill you while the voices  controlling me!? Do you think I'm gonna enjoy that?!"

"Jeff.. the mosy important here is that I am safe and you are safe. I can't just stay in one place while my friends are fighting for each other waiting for someone to die.. I.. I don't want it to happen again.." then I remember my parents who fought while me running away and goes back but its too late.

"I don't know if you know that feeling.. if you ever remember that feeling but.. I'm afraid to lose an another one precious to me.. I cannot handle those--" it made me stop when he instantly grab me and hug me tightly.

"You've never know.. how I feel the pain I felt before thinking I could kill you back there. I.. can't lose you.. I'll never be a killer if I lose a victim." He said.. wait what is this? Is he saying thay he can't kill me? I push him away to look at him eye to eye but whenever I push he's adding more tightness of hugging me.

"What do you mean? You.. promised me that you'll kill me right?" I ask but he did not respond then tears comes out from my eyes. "J-Jeff.. tell me, you'll kill me right? Please.." but he jusr hugged while I cannot stop myself to cry anymore.

"I don't know what is happening to me Y/N.. before.. I can't wait to kill you and hear you scream because of the pain but in a long time I've learned.. a reason I can't kill you." Then there's tears drops in my back.

"Just like what you said.. you are afraid to lose someone again, so am I. You helped me to escaped those voices from my head just like the first time my brother did. I can't.. I can't lose you.." then its my first time I heard him cry. We are both scared and feared the same thing but if we ever lived together is it gonna be okay?

"Jeff.. what do you feel about me?" I ask after tapping his back then I feel he shake his head. "We are same.. I don't know what I feel about you.. all I know is that I want to stay with you, lets stay like this like its the last night we will be together" then after I said that I slowlu pushed him and look at his face and touch his cheek.

"I remember the day that you always mad at me whenever I touch your face." I said while smiling with tears. "And whenever I get close to you like this" and lool at his hoodie. "I remember everything.. the day you really hate me, want me to die and torture me but you can't because.. you'll never be satisfied on seeing me scream or have a fear on it" then I smiled again and placed my both arms above his shoulder while his hands is in my waist.

"Remember the day.. I want to be friend with yoi before I die?" Then he nodded and mouthed yes. "I still waiting for your answer."

"Then.. yes, as long as you are here with me" he replied then I smiled.

"Thank you" then I kissed him and he kissed me back and both fell to the bed. Under the light of the moon together with a shine of stars in the sky we both shared the feelings we feel. I lied to him, for me I know how I feel about him.

His kisses to my lips began to move around to my neck and to my chest. Even though it is a cold night we decided to remove everything that covers our body. Noises of a wounded animal echoed in our ears, we never feel the coldness anymore.. I feel warm in my body so he is.

As I stared to his wound in his waist I doubt at first.

"Don't worry, its not painful anymore" he said then kiss me. I closed my eyes to prepare myself to feel the warm inside my body. This is my first time and I told him to be gentle. And then I feel the pain at first and wrap my arms to his neck while my nails are burried im his back but then when he moved it slowly fades away.

I never expected that this will happen. I shared every first with him but I don't feel any regret from it. He placed his forehead to mine while I am gasping for some air and sweating. He giggled and kissed my nose.

Once again, noises echoed to our ears as the moon watches us. Its like that day when we get out from the mansion heading to the old house, I remember we both stared at the moon as it shines above together with the stars.

While he is moving faster, I bit my lip as we both let out what we feel inside and hug each other. Then cover our naked body by the blanket.

"I hope.. we can live longer like this, together" I said while he is feeling my heartbeat hugging me.

"I'd like that too.. lets stay like this" he said then the wind blows inside our room.

If only its possible.