Undocile (Taekook Werewolf Au)✔️

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Before you start, fair warning, this chapter contains a bit of violence (scenes). Also, read carefully as It may get confusing...
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'A trueblood. Yes. Alpha Kim Kang is my father'

There was pin drop silence in the room, everyone processing the information. Jungkook was quiet as well. He was still looking at Taehyung, but his mind was elsewhere.

Alpha Kim Kang was known to lack any morals or humanity. That man did not have a soul. He didn't care about anyone but himself and all he wanted was power. Jungkook couldn't help but wonder just how bad Taehyung's past was. He was mentally preparing himself to be strong, strong enough to be there for his mate.

'The bloodlust pack starts training their young wolves at the age of 12, when they experience their first shift. Their training is very different from normal packs. They.. they use torture methods to yield the wolf, and to break the human. They make sure to make the wolf lose control, enough to ignite bloodlust. But since their wolf has already yielded to the head alpha, only he can command their bloodlust to end. ', Taehyung continued, only to be interrupted by Yoongi.

'Wait. I don't fully understand what you mean '

Taehyung let out a shaky breath. This is what he didn't want to do, explain the torture that he had endured. It was bad memories which still to this day make his body shudder.

'Uhh... it's hard to explain. But I'll try my best. When a young wolf first shifts, their wolf is in the learning stages. The wolf part and the human part try to get in sync, try to understand each other. But how will a young wolf react when the human part is constantly tortured? He will come forward and gain control. When the wolf gains control and comes forward to save his human side, the wolf side is tortured. It is basically beaten into submission. So, as the wolf side is beaten into submission, the human side loses its will to live, thus losing the little bit of humanity the werewolf had. Thats how my father makes his perfect soldiers. Its easy to control a wolf which has already yielded or submitted to another alpha who is more powerful than them. After the wolf submits, my father starts the training for bloodlust ignition. Its very simple. Push the wolf beyond its limits and its grasp on reality will vanish, thus it will ignite the bloodlust. But one alpha command from my father, and the wolf will come back to its senses because it has been trained to listen to the head alpha. Understanding so far?', Taehyung explained carefully, looking around to see if anyone had any confusions.

'Were you also trained like that?', Jungkook's voice rang through the office, breaking the silence.

Taehyung bit his lip. This was the hardest part to tell. It was his darkest secrets which can either make their bond or break it.

'No. My training was different. My father started to train me when I was just 5 years old. Because I was a trueblood, my body was able to withstand the torture despite the lack of my wolf. It was my father's way to bring my wolf forward ahead of time. He would torture me until I broke, just to let me heal so that he can break me again. Because of that, my wolf surfaced ahead of time, when I was just 7 years old. I was unable to fully shift, so I would stay in mid shift during the torture. My wolf was young, too young, barely matured so I usually tried to push it back, and I tried to take control. I-I shielded V from most of the torture, because my mother had already told me what bloodlust does to a wolf. So I tried to protect V from everything. '

'Is that why V is so tamed?', Jungkook asked, his voice soft this time.

'Yes. He didn't go through the torture like I did. So he is fairly tamed. Uhh, when I turned 12 and finally shifted, my father tried to train me for bloodlust ignition. It didn't work because I was in control and he wasn't happy with it. So he, uh, he..', Taehyung's voice cracked as he tried to control his breathing. It was hard for him to let everything out. It was like he was reliving everything all over again.