𝓜𝓲 𝓥𝓲𝓭𝓪 𝓜𝓲 𝓐𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 [ R-18 COMPLETED]

Chapter 6

[A/N: You can click the video while reading the first part of this Chapter para mas feel nyo. Thanks!]

🎵Masasayang  mga araw na kasama kita
Paglalambing at kulit mo na hindi nakakasawa
Punong puno ng ligaya ang ating pagsasama
Na parang wala nang sisira ng lahat
Bakit pa dumating ang oras na ito
Nabalitaan ko nawala ka na🎵

Everyone around Zen was weeping, but he was just looking straight ahead of him. He couldn't talk.... no, he wouldn't talk to anyone.

He feels so numb.

🎵Hindi ba't sabi mo hindi mo ko iiwan
Hindi papabayaan na ako'y mag-isa
Hindi ba't sabi mo sabay tayong tatanda
Bakit bigla ka nalang nandiyan
Sa kabilang buhay🎵

He wanted to shout and break things. He wanted to make a scene and cry his heart out, but all he could do was cry silently and stare at his wife's coffin in front of him while holding her picture.

🎵Paano na ang lahat paano na ako tayo
Hindi ba't sinabi mo sa akin na sabay tayong mangangarap
Bakit bigla kang lumisan ng hindi manlang nagpaalam
Isang malamig na hangin ang yumakap sa akin
Parang isang pahiwatig na mag papaalam ka na🎵

Nagtrabaho lang siya. She was alive when he left home. She cooked breakfast for him and made him coffee. She also kissed him goodbye bago siya pumasok.... pero bakit? Bakit biglaan?

🎵Hindi ba't sabi mo hindi mo ko iiwan
Hindi papabayaan na ako'y mag-isa
Hindi ba't sabi mo sabay tayong tatanda
Bakit bigla ka nalang nandiyan
Sa kabilang buhay🎵

He wants to run away. His mind still couldn't grasp the truth that he is sending Aika's body to the cemetery and that he needs to bid farewell to the love of his life.

He could hear the people around him, but he couldn't respond to them.

He looked at the woman hugging Aika's coffin while crying her heart out... her mother.

Mas lalong lumilinaw sa kaniya na hindi ito panaghinip... wala na talaga ang asawa niya.

🎵Hindi ba't sabi mo hindi mo ko iiwan (sa kabilang buhay)
Hindi papabayaan na ako'y mag-isa
Hindi ba't sabi mo sabay tayong tatanda (sa kabilang buhay)
Bakit bigla ka nalang nandiyan (sa kabilang buhay)
Sa kabilang buhay oh
Sa kabilang buhay

Hindi na siya babalik. Hindi na niya makikita ang ngiti nito at hindi na niya maririnig pa ang boses nito. Wala na siyang yayakapin at hahalikan bago pumasok sa trabaho. Wala ng manenermon sa kaniya kapag nagpapatuyo siya ng pawis. Wala ng tatawa sa tabi niya habang nanonood ng Horror Movies at wala na din siyang sasawayin na hindi makakain ng walang sili.

He lost her.... and the painful truth is that this time, it's for good.

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