Late Night Sessions | JJK X OC X MYG ✔️

41. Speaking Out

Yoongi's 1st Person POV

"So..." Namjoon voices out in the awkward silence, looking at me then over at Chaelin. The tension feels palpable.

I'm seated in the desk chair while Namjoon is in the chair he pulled up next to me. He had Chaelin sitting on a chair right across from me. I just observe her anxiously fiddling with her purse that's on her lap.

"Chaelin, what are you doing here?" I ask her as I stare at her, trying to keep my voice and facial expression neutral. She looks at me with eyes that seem to be filled with sorrow.

I'm not completely thrilled that she has shown up here at my workplace. She's texted me a few times this week but I did not find the need to reply to her whatsoever. She made the decision that she no longer wanted me in her life a year ago. And, though it was difficult to move on and mend my heart from that broken relationship, I was eventually able to accept what happened and I have moved on from it. I know that I no longer need her or Bobby in my life.

"A lot has happened since the last time you and I have seen each other," Chaelin finally speaks up and I can sense the nervousness in her voice.

"Okay? But, why are you here?" I really have no idea what she wants and I'm just trying to get that answer out of her as quickly as possible so this conversation doesn't last long. I just want to leave this shop with Jeongguk and spend time with him and Cassie.

"I miss you, and—"

"You miss me? I'm sorry, Chaelin, but what you did to me hurt me so much, plain and simple. I can't say I've missed you." I look at her, now not being able to hide the annoyance from my face.

"I know. I regret it, more than you'll ever know. I was so conflicted back then. Finding out I was pregnant and that Bobby was the father. I felt so pressured by my family and his parents. Just...I wish you knew how much I really did love you...how I still love you."

"Bullshit, Chaelin," my voice becomes venomous. I'm outraged to hear her claim she loves me when it was so easy for her to throw away our love a year ago.

"I do, Yoongi. His parents threatening my family got into my head. If I could've had it my way, I wish you, me and Bobby could have stayed together." She's trying to sound sincere but I'm not falling for it. "You still matter to me, Yoongi."

"Then, you should've fucking fought for the three of us back then, Chaelin!" I smash my fist on the desk, losing my cool. "Damnit!"

"I know, I know," Her voice is shaky. " It kills me that I didn't fight for us. When you left, things weren't the same between Bobby and I. It was as if a major part of us was missing. We tried to make it work, but the fights just continued to grow between Bobby and I. We thought that when our daughter, Lily, came into the world, that things would get better. But, as much as we both love and care for our daughter, the love between Bobby and I has dissipated."

"For the record, I didn't leave. You and Bobby didn't want me in your lives. I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out for the two of you, but it's really hard for me to care, now, when you and Bobby walked out on me the way you did." I flat-out tell my ex.

"Yoongi...you were always someone who understood me and who I felt like I could be myself with and who I could speak my mind to without any judgement. You meant the world to me. I miss you so much in my life, but I was told to cut ties with you. But, now, I've had enough. It's taken a lot for me to go against Bobby's family. But, I'm putting myself first. I know that it will take a lot for you to forgive me. But, can we at least start off as friends?"