Hospital
Pag ka park ni kuya more sa harap ng hospital building ay bumaba na din kame nila mommy i was confused dahil ang akala ko party ang pupuntahan namin pero mali dahil nasa harapan kame ng isang hospital kung saan naka confined si nikolai.
Pumasok kame sa loob at pinag titinginan kame i know it's not because of face it is because how weird we are! Imagine we are in a hospital with our designed dresses and I'm wearing a freaking gown! Oh goodness parang gusto ko na lang mag pakain sa lupa sa kahihiyan kong to.
Nasa elevator na kame ng mag lakas loob na kong mag tanong kay mommy. "Mom u thought we are going to a party? Why are we doing in here?" I asked she said keep her silent until we arrived on a floor. Pag open ng pinto ng elevator ay bumungad saken ang isang red carpet at maraming bulaklak sa hallway oh my God. This is freaking insane!
Lumabas kame ng elevator at nag lakad papunta sa room ni nikolai pag open namin nun ay nakita ko si nikolai naka tuxedo sya na color gray at may dextrose pa din na naka kabit sa kanya at naka higa pa din sya sa kanyang hospital bed everyone is there too malaki ang kwarto ni nikolai at kakasya ang 20 people or higit pa ata hindi ko sure pero nakita ko kanina na may tao sa labas hindi ko din alam kung anong tinira nila at dito pa sa hospital natipuhan mag party.
When Nikolai say me i saw a big relief on his face i was confused why? Lumapit kame sa kanya kinamusta sya ni mommy and he said that he's doing okay and he was sorry because of this stupid idea he should be! Muka akong tanga kanina pa! My parents left us so we could talk but i don't have any courage to talk masyado pa ding masama ang loob ko dahil sa itchura ko ngayon oo muka akong galante pero nakaka hiya pa din sa mga pasyente at ibang tao dito.
"Miki" Nikolai called me i look at him and waiting for him to speak up but he didn't so i looked away.
"Look miki I'm really sorry hindi ko lang kasi talaga matanggap na binusted mo ko without even giving it a shot." Nikolai said
"Ano bang susubukan don niko? All my life i only had one wish. And that is freedom and i know i already told you that but what did you do, lalo mo lang pinalala ang sitwasyon i didn't mean to hurt you but you can't blamed me niko i have so many priorities in my life and marriage is not in my list. All my life i want someone who will gonna understand me aside from my cousin and i thought i find another person and that's you but i was wrong you are one of them." I said without crying.
And i really thanked myself for being a good pretender niko didn't say anything he just hold my hand and squeeze it lightly.
"I know you want freedom kaya ibibigay ko yon sayo just marry me and i will take you away from them oras na makasal tayo ilalayo kita sa parents mo at sa kahit sino na may gustong manakit sayo believe me miki all i want for you is to be happy." Sincere nyang sabi i give him a fake smile.
"No niko you can't, masyadong malaki ang kalayaan ko at hindi mo kayang ibigay yon hindi ako basta iiwan ng mga magulang ko hindi nila ako lulubayan hanggat nabubuhay Sila ang akala mo ba ikaw lang ang nangako saken ng kalayaan na yan? No pang ilan ka na and all they do is making all the situation worst niko all of them and im so sick of those promises and for those sweet words just give up like others did niko hindi nila ako ibibigay sayo believe me." I said that and i stand up and left the room at pumunta sa rooftop ng hospital.
Wala akong plano mag pakamatay kung iisipin nyo yan, madami pa kong pangarap sa buhay nag pahangin lang ako don and silently praying that i wish someone could save me from this nightmare.
"Andito ka lang pala." Sabi ng isang boses na galing sa likod ko pag lingon ko i saw Allastir!? Standing there at the door he was wearing a black outfit again pero ang gwapo nya sobra.
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"Saving my juliet?" Ewan ko kung sagot ba nya yon o tanong din i looked around if there's anyone aside from us and i heard a chuckle.
"What are you looking at?" He asked
"Duh! The person who named juliet i guess you are in a wrong place go and find her in the castle maybe she was there waiting for you." I said and i look at the view again maya maya pa naramdaman ko na sya sa tabi ko pero hindi ko na sya pinansin pa.
"Thank you for saving my life" he said after the long silence between us.
"Welcome." I answered shortly
He sighed. "I know your confused and clueless at the same time i know your mad and i understand you but please don't hate me."
"Why would i hate you? May gagawin ka bang hindi ko magugustuhan?" I asked he just look at the view and he answer.
"I don't know maybe you can thank me later or you will gonna sue me and hated me but i promise I won't do anything unless you don't want me too my juliet." After that he left gusto pa sana sya habulin kaso wala na sya konti na lang iisipin kong ninja ang lalaking yon.
Bumaba na ko after ng ilang minuto nakasalubong ko pa si mommy na galit nanaman saken "Saan ka ba galing bata ka?! Kanina ka pa namin hinahanap ng daddy mo!?" She asked me while holding my arm
and the same routine happens she gave me the scars and bruises na alam kong gagaling din after a few days.
"Sa rooftop lang po mommy nag pahangin lang po hindi ko po kasi kaya ang amoy ng hospitals." Palusot ko hinila nya ko sa loob ng kwarto they even get all the attention of everyone and after that they already announced that niko and i are already engaged I didn't say anything I'm just right there standing and smiling to everyone even though i really want to cry.
This is a nightmare
