"Sure ka ba talagang makikipag date ka don?" Laura asked while she's fixing my hair.
I looked at her in front of my mirror and gave her a small smile, i know she understands it niyakap nya ko and she told me na "sigaw ka lang kung binastos ka ng mukang lupang yon i got you." She said and she smile sweetly to me saka ako iniwan pag katapos nyang gawin ang buhok ko.
Kinatok ako ng maid to informed me that nikolai is already waiting for me bumaba na ko saka ko nakita si nikolai kausap si mommy napatigil sila at tumingin saken Nikolai stand up and meet me at the end of the stair.
"Bagay talaga kayong dalawa hijo." My mom said hindi ko na lang sya tiningnan.
"Thanks tita ninang." Masayang sabi ni nikolai kay mommy.
Nikolai said our goodbyes to mom nikolai is a gentleman and he accompany me while we are going to a restaurant, and i enjoy his company he's funny and a joker too nakarating kame sa restaurant without noticing it.
Nikolai help me to get out of the car and he guide me to the restaurant the place is no joke everything is so warm and it feels like you are in home a real home. As we sit the waiter come to us and they get what's our order Nikolai let me decide what i want and i feel happy.
My mom and dad never let me decide on my own they always do.
After an minutes we eat and we talked a lot ourselves and even our hobbies and our childhood memories, talking to him wasn't bad at all but I don't really feel the spark i just wanted him as a friend but if i tell him that im sure my parents will gonna get mad. Especially mommy.
"So mahilig ka pa din pala sa cotton candy until now." Nikolai said as he saw me looking at the window looking at a cotton candy stall outside of the restaurant.
I look at him and i smile. "Yeah they are my comfort food when i feel so sad." I told him saka kinain ang pag kain ko.
"Are you sad?" He suddenly asked i stopped eating my food and i faced him and i smile.
"Do i look like im sad?" I asked back
He squeeze my face and put it back into a normal without smiling or something on my lips. "Stop smiling like an idiot miki i know your not happy stop faking your feelings you can lie to the others but don't lie at yourself sarili mo na lang ang magiging kakampi mo wala ng iba kaya wag pati sarili mo lolokohin mo pa." He told me and pat my head and he continue to eat.
We didn't spoke up after we eat and he drove me home without talking or saying something.
Tomorrow morning i was shock when my mom knocking at my door and she was so angry I didn't know why she was mad and the next thing i know she slap me hard that i fell on the floor and i can taste my own blood in my lips.
"You stupid brat! What the hell did you say to nikolai!? Ha?!" She asked me angrily.
"What? why? I didn't tell him anything." I said honestly.
"You didn't tell anything?! You are not just a brat! And stupid you are a liar too! Tell me!? What the hell did you tell him!" She shout and she even grab me and pull my both arms i can feel her nails on my skin but I didn't bother to whimp or cry.
"I'm telling the truth mom i didn't say anything to him and I don't know why are you so angry to me,"
"You didn't know?! Nikolai mom said to me that nikolai is now in the hospital! He is in a critical stage because he commit suicide because you dumb him!" Mom told me and she slap me again.
My mind went black when she said that, I didn't hear my mom anymore i just can't believe that nikolai did that.
I didn't go to school in a few days because of my bruised and of course laura didn't know that i just told her that i am sick and i just need a rest and she said 'okay' after some few days of being absent i went to school again and all of the students stare at me with full of disgusting on their face i didn't bother to gave a damn.
Malamang ay nalaman na nila ang nangyayari kay nikolai hindi ko din naman ginusto at ang akala ko naintindihan ako ni nikolai but im wrong.
"Miki..." Tawag saken ni laura saka ako niyakap ng mahigpit i can feel my eyes getting wet and the next thing i know i was crying silently on my cousins warm and secured embrace.
After an hour of crying ay tumigil na ko nakapag palit na si laura ng uniform nya at inaayos naman nya ang muka ko. "Ang akala ko talaga tatawagan mo ko i was waiting for you to call but im shocked that you didn't call me." Laura said habang nag re retouch na sya dahil papasok na kami sa second subject namin yep hindi kame nakapasok ng first subject dahil sa cr kame tumambay dahil sa kakaiyak ko.
"I enjoyed Nikolai's company ang akala ko naintindihan nya ko but i was wrong he don't understand me at all." Malungkot kong sabi napatigil naman sa pag aayos si laura saka ako hinarap sa kanya.
"Wag mong isipin yan miki hindi mo kasalanan yun and it's his choice not yours cheer up magiging okay din sya." Laura i nod and silently praying that nikolai will gonna be okay.
Lumabas na kami ng comfort room at pumunta na sa classroom namin gaya ng kanina nasa amin nanaman lahat ng tingin but this time iba na hindi na mga classmates ko at ang studyante lang kundi ang isa ring napaka gwapong lalaki na ngayon ko lang nakita.
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Sorry for the slow update guys :(
I'm just busy with my personal life :3
