The Ache
Heaven's pov
Everything is just blur. Everything is cold, lifeless and hopeless. My brain refuses to believe what just happened.
There was a deep ache in my heart, I take deep breaths to calm myself but it was useless. My head hurts as warm tears started to gather up in the corner of my eyes again.
Things couldn't get any worse.
I had no time to prepare myself for what's coming, all I knew was that I'm not going to make it alive today because the look on his face was evident of how enraged he was.
"Do you want me to break your fucking bones or lock you in a cage to prevent you from running away?"
He yelled and I recoil back in fear. With every step I took back, he took a step forward.
Jungkook caught my jaw in his grip and his other hand behind my neck, then he threw me across the room. I stumbled and fell down with great force.
He then began to pace, "what is wrong with you?!? I've done everything for you! I loved you! Is that not enough? Am I not enough? Why did you went away with another man?"
"You don't love me! You never did. Do you really call this love? No! You don't hurt someone you love! You're just insane" I screamed at him. I had enough of him and couldn't hold myself back any longer.
He stood frozen, anger and awe swarming his face.
Jungkook then ran over to me, taking a fist full of my hair and dragging me to the wall where he then slammed me against it.
He wrapped his hands around my neck, his long fingers squeezing tightly, then lifted me up in the air, my legs dangling off the ground as I gasped for oxygen.
"Why?! Why can't you just see my love for you! everything I do is because of you! I just wanted to be the only person you ever saw, ever wanted! You just don't understand anything!!"
I never imagined how bad suffocation hurt. It was like my brain was about to explode and no matter how hard I gasped for air jungkook's hands stopped any from passing through to my lungs.
He was killing me.
My eyes began to water, not from fear of him but of just wanting to rest, wanting to finally be free of everything I've been through.
I thought of giving up, because I didn't have any energy left, or a reason to be alive for.
but was I willing to sacrifice two lives at once?
As that thought crossed my mind, I began to struggle and hit him, trying to get his hands off me. Nothing seemed to work and I was on the verge of passing.
I try to speak but only broken words came out, with the little energy that was left in me, I spoke
"s-s-st-op I-I'm pr-pregnant"
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FanfictionJeon Jungkook. In other words, likely the most insane man in the world, forced heaven, a normal girl to marry him in the name of being 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑐𝑘. He's determined to keep her forever, even if it meant hurting her in the most Brutal ways. ...