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27

The Pleasure & Pain

Warning :
Mature content ahead

"But it's ok if you don't love me, I'll still do whatever I want"

Heaven could feel jungkook was testing her, as much as she wanted to say out loud that he's completely right and that she doesn't love him, she held herself back .

“Jungkook.. it's not like that. I do love you.” she says softly. Trying to create distance between them but it was of no use.

“Then show me” he stated, heaven looked upto him in shock. “Show me that you love me” he completed.

Before heaven can comprehend anything, he suddenly leans close and kissed her, heaven's heart races as he deepens the kiss while lowering her to the bed.

Finally he pulls out after completely devouring her “Jungkook I-I'm really tired” she mumbled , panting hard because she was out of breath.

“I'm not asking you to do anything for me, just lay down quietly and let me have you”

He could clearly see the fear in her eyes and that she's unwilling to do whatever he's planning but it only made him want her more. The urge to have her was so intense at the moment, he couldn't control himself.

Heaven suddenly closes her eyes as sudden pain again strikes up in her head, not taking the drug was making her go crazy but she couldn't show it to jungkook.

She couldn't even resist him because then he'll surely figure it out that she remembers her past, she thought she had endured him for all these years, so she could just close her eyes and endure this too.

Pressing more of his weight down on her, jungkook couldn't help but look down on her in amusement. She reminded him of a small and helpless little animal that was about to be devoured by its prey. So weak and defenseless.

He kept his gaze on her, enjoying the view as he stripped her slowly while caressing her slowly and kissing her every now and then.

Then he pushed his fingers all the way up inside her and relaxed her tightening muscles around his fingers.

After fingering her for a short amount of time he knew she was ready. It was also likely desperation that caused him to be quick.

Her body was so soft, so squishy, he needed every part of her. Hiding his face in between her shoulder and neck he marked her, while entering slowly.

Jungkook groaned at the feeling of her clenching around him. A sob escaped her mouth making jungkook look at her, he carefully wiped her tears.

“It's okay, the pain will go away” Jungkook stated through his groans and little moans of pleasure that would emerged from his throat. He was so happy that he was doing this sinful action with the person he loved more than anything and anyone.

On the other hand, heaven couldn't stop her tears, not because she feels pain but because this is how her life is going to be, there's no escaping.

Jungkook knew she was feeling the pleasure of this sinful desire both of them were doing. Even if she didn't want to admit it.

After all, she was being forced to have intercourse with him. She was being his obedient wife that Jungkook had always dreamed of having.

She just wanted to get it over with already, fulfilling his desires was hard to do when she, herself didn't want to do anything with him.

She was terrified of him. Jungkook was possible of making her have nightmares of things she've never imagined but she accepted her fate, there's no point of fighting anymore, she's too tired to fight now.

By the end of it, she could barely move. So she lets jungkook take care of her, not being able to hold her consciousness anymore she finally gives in.

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Next day

Late at night, heaven opened the main door, she was surprised. Jungkook stood there and was heavily intoxicated, drunk to a point he cannot even walk straight.

Heaven suddenly caught him, She puts his arm around her neck and leads him inside. It was like he had lost all his senses.

She takes him to the closest room and helps him get on the bed. Just as she was about to leave. He held her hand and pulled her towards him. So she falls right over him.

Even while being drunk is grip was so strong that she couldn't get out of it. He slowly caressed her face with his cold hands.

Heaven sighs “Jungkook.. just sleep-.”

“I love you.” he suddenly cuts her off

“Soo much that you can't even imagine. This is like a dream to me...and I wish it never ends” he caressed her face, tucking her hair behind her ear.

Heaven emotionlessly hears him. He had confessed to her countless times but she couldn't reciprocate his feelings. He might be looking so adorable and loving at the moment but she's aware of his true evil side.

“But I regret it....shouldn't have done that... I shouldn't have pushed you that day...it was a mistake...i shouldn't have killed her.”

He says incoherently and heaven's eyes widened. “Jungkook what do you mean!?” she abruptly gets up, asking him but he didn't responded, his eyes started to close.

She grabbed his collar and shook him “jungkook what did you just said?” He finally opened his eyes and heaven waited for his answer.

“Our first baby... I killed her” jungkook confessed.

“Jungkook! How could you do that!?” she yelled, pushing him hard with all her strength and standing up at her place.

Her body trembled at that thought “How could you... It was your own blood...and at that time you made me feel like it was my fault!... This is why you were drugging me for years? So i couldn't find about this filthy truth”

Not being able to control herself, she slapped him hard on his face but he was already passed out. At this moment, she wanted to kill him with her own hands.

The overwhelming emotion was too much to handle. It made her think if jungkook is capable of killing his own blood once, he probably wouldn't hesitate to do that again.

It made her blood run cold, she cannot lose another person she loves the most. Wiping her own tears, she made a decision she never thought she could.

He had ruined her life enough, now it's time to ruin his.

Exiting the room, she searched for her phone. When she found it, she called the only person who could help her.

“Jimin, please help me. I can't do this anymore”