Getting Over Him

Whisper

Pluto's P.O.V:

Everyone sucks. 

Including me, I know I suck.

Sure people are different, from their physical appearances, to their thoughts, and aspirations in life- but humans at their core are all the same. It doesn't matter what part of the world that you come from, nor your moral philosophy.

Because at the end of the day, humans are all the same.

Humans are greed.

Not greedy, but they are greed itself.

We are the embodiment of greed.

We will mutilate one another in order to get what we want, we don't really think about the consequences until after we have gotten what we wanted. We would rather save ourselves, and leave this planet rather than to stay here and die from the consequences of our actions. 

We just devour everything in our sight, like we think that those things have always been rightfully ours when they have not.  

We are garbage. 

Non- recyclable, non-compostable pieces of garbage. 

But at least I am a shiny trash bag, not the garbage that is inside of it. 

That is my philosophy, yet I always crave their attention. I have an immense amount of greed for the spotlight. 

It makes me feel special...

Like I am the one that all of these pesky bugs look up to.

It makes me feel like a GOD. 

I don't ever try to deny that I am an attention whore, but I work hard to get everyone's attention on me. 

I am the main character of my life. 

That is why I never settle for anything less.  

That is why I have always worked hard on maintaining my good looks, on working out so that everyone can envy my body, and to top it all off I get the best grades in my faculty. 

Ever since I was young, I was always complimented on my good looks. I only had friends because they wanted to also share the spotlight with me. They wanted to bask in the fruits of my hard labor. Relationships are all about giving and taking, equivalent exchange. 

I always put in 10000% of my best efforts into being the most admired and envied person on the planet. Boasting about the things that I have worked my hardest at, and seeing everyone crave my attention is a huge ego boost for me.

I thought it would only make sense for Pat- the best looking guy, and the one with the best grades from the Engineering faculty to be with me. The number one sought after heart-throb, but I guess you can't always catch them all.

I don't think that he has proper eyes, because if he did- he would have completely fallen for me. Everyone on campus believe that we are together, and that we together like a 200 piece puzzle. That it is only right for Mr.Popular to date the other Mr.Popular. We even have a fanclub that adore us and ship us hardcore. 

Everyone envies me even more! 

And when I will stage a breakup, they will all pity me and hate on Pat. 

Maybe I should not make the breakup seem like it was all his fault, he is actually a good guy. I thought he would be a jerk, but he is actually very naïve and a good friend of mine. 

He does not act all high & mighty, he is very loyal to his friends, and he is genuinely nice. If it was not for his gym obsession, then I might have fallen hard for him. 

Pat is an objectively good person, a great human being. Everyone in the world should learn how to be a better person from him. Maybe I would make genuine friends that way. 

That is still to be determined though.

I am just pondering about everything while I am at a table in the library trying to study my textbooks when I overhear Pat's name being mentioned. 

"Have you seen Pat with Pran from the Architecture faculty?" 

"OH MY G-" 

"SHHH!! Be quiet! Whisper!" 

"Yes, I have! They look so good together! Like I know that they are working on the bus stops together, but oh my god do they look so good together!" 

"Right?! They are both muscular, smart, handsome, and nice! I think that they would be a good couple!" 

"Wait, is Pat even like that? I know that Pran does not care about their gender, but that might not be the same case for Pat..."  

Pran? 

Pat is with a guy named Pran from the Architecture faculty? 

Or at least Pat might be into him... 

I need to look more into this Pran dude. 

I get up from my table at the library and head towards the Architecture faculty. 

I think that facing things head on is always the easiest and fastest way. 

I need to see who has Pat's heart. 

He must be better than me, seeing as how Pat was not drooling over me when he first saw me.