Getting Over Him

Not a good idea

Pran's P.O.V: 

Wai leaving me in his dorm was not a good idea. I know that Wai keeps a lot of alcohol in his fridge so I went to open it. And surprise, surprise! He has a ton of alcohol.

I don't even bother looking at the brand on them, I just take the first ones that my eyes land in and close the fridge. I pop them open and start drinking my tears away. I hope that I'll get knocked out from all of this alcohol. I hope that it will help erase my memories of Pat. Maybe I should make an alcohol that can do that. I bet a lot of people would pay a pretty penny for a drink that can erase memories.

*5 alcoholic drinks later*

Fuck him. 

He made me feel so giddy, like I was the only one that he would ever treat so well.

Fuck him.

I, Parakul Siridechawat have never been heartbroken! Even if I feel that I don't deserve him, it does not mean that I'm not feeling extremely hurt!

I don't want to believe that he actually has someone. When I felt so great after finding out that he, and Pluto aren't together- I just had to fucking see him with another handsome guy!

Why can't they just back off?! 

It's all his fault!

I get up from the floor even though I stagger a little. I swish around the cool alcohol bottle that is in my hand. I open the door to the balcony while taking a deep breath in and then I scream to the top of my lungs- until my voice can't take it anymore, " NAPAT CHITTSAWANGDEE!THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I! HAVE! NEVER! FALLEN!THIS! HARD! BEFORE! I HATE YOU!" My tears are blurring everything that I see, the alcohol is the only thing that is making my body feel warm.

How fucking dare he be so kind to everyone that he meets. How fucking dare he do things for others without expecting anything in return. How fucking dare he respect my parents even after he has heard them talk shit about him.  How fucking dare he be so caring to me like he is to his sister. How fucking dare he be so handsome. How fucking dare he smile so beautifully even after all the bullshit that both our parents have put us through?!

How. Fucking. Dare. He. Steal. My. Heart! 

How dare he not love me?

I grab another bottle and chug it.

Everything starts becoming more blurry, the room is spinning, and I can't help but want Pat to be with me in this crazy room. I grab something that I think is my phone and text him that I want him to be with me in this room.

I feel everything start to come back up and I try to make it to the trash can, but I don't think that I made it...
*****
Pat's P.O.V:
I get many pings from my phone.

"Excuse me while I answer this." He smiles and tells me it's okay to answer it.

I open my phone to see many weird messages from Pran.

Pran ☀️: I &@&@ y10

Pran ☀️: hsiwnwkwodjhb

Pran ☀️: snisqosj! Hsjsow!

Pran ☀️: eyiio

Pran ☀️: bzjsbn

I frown at his messages and decide to call him.

He answers, "hewooo~"

I frown, "Pran? Pran it's me Pat."

"PAAATTTT!! THE ONE AND ONWYYY PAAATT!"

He starts laughing and then I hear him retching. 

Oh no.. is he drunk?!

"PRAN! PRAN! Are you drunk?! Are you in a safe place?! Where are you?!"

I hear more retching and I hurriedly run to my date and tell him that one of my friends needs immediate help. He simply smiles and nods understandingly.

I grab my stuff and leave.

Oh my god how am I going to find him?! 

I still haven't hung up and continue to hear his retching. Then he stops to say, " Lala lannnddd~".

I sigh in frustration and worry. I scrunch my hair in worry. How the hell am I going to find Pran?

"Pran? Can you tell me how it looks where you are?"

"B-blurrryy toiweet."

A blurry toilet? Oh my god how am I going to find him?!

I scroll and scroll through any of his friends' social edit to see if he would be with them, and I see that Wai posted that he and Pran were going to have a guy's night at his place. Thank god for social media!

I burst out running to get into my car so that I can quick I go to Wai's dorm. I also am thankful that Korn is has a crush on Wai and has taken me to his dorm before in order to pull a 'prank' on him. We just left muffins that he doesn't like in front of his door.

I park in the parking lot and run up the stairs in order to get to Wai's room faster. Why does he have to live on the seventh floor?! I'm panting like crazy and knock like a madman on his door.

Pran sluggishly opens the door but stumbles on me. "Pat, it's sooo spinnyyy~" he laughs. I pull him a bit away from me and see that he has streaks of tears in his cheeks. "Have you been crying? Where's Wai?"

He places his finger on my lips and shakes his head, and falls into my arms again. I decide to carry him bridal style into Wai's dorm and close the door behind me with my foot.

I gently place him on the couch and see that he has throw up on his shirt, so I gently take it off and look for the washing machine. I put it to wash and I take off my red button collared shirt, because I have a red undershirt in case a button popped off. I take off the red undershirt and go place it on Pran. His eyes are barely open until I come closer to him and they go wide in shock. Then he looks down to see his own shirtless body and looks back at me as if to ask what happened.

"You threw up on your shirt so I put it to wash. I'm giving you mine, let me help you put it on."

He raises his arms up so that I can put it on him. It slides in smoothly but it looks a little big on him.

He frowns at me. Then he starts punching me on my stomach, but they don't hurt because he's too weak right now. I try to stop him so I hold his wrists gently and ask him, "why are you punching me?"

He pulls his wrists away, then tries to punch me with all his might. "Why! Why! Why?! Why?! Why?!!! Why?!!" This time I pin his wrists to the couch. "Pran! Stop this!"

There is a lot of pain in his eyes when he asks slurring his words, "why can't we be?"

"Why can't we be what?"

Then tears start falling from his eyes.

He asks in the most gentle and painful manner, "why can't we be together?"

This confuses the shit out of me so as soon as I release his wrists in order to take a step back he grabs my face.

He pulls me onto him and kisses me.