Getting Over Him

In my head

Pran's P.O.V:

I felt my heart shattering in millions of tiny pieces when I saw them together. Pat was walking in a button down red collared shirt, along with some white pants. He had some black boots on, and his hair was slicked up. I have never seen him get ready for anything if it wasn't for a ceremony. He did not like wearing buttoned shirts, because the buttons would always pop off due to his massive pecs.

I was smiling to myself until I saw Pat waving and smiling at a short guy. I thought that maybe they were just friends, so I was going to go to Pat until the other short guy ran up to Pat and hugged him for a very long time.

I still thought that maybe they were friends until I saw the short guy slide a finger up and down Pat's muscular arm. That is not what broke me.

What broke me was seeing Pat's gorgeous smile that could light up a whole planet be aimed at that guy, and he interlaced their fingers then proceeded to walk into the restaurant.

All my hopes of getting with Pat were absolutely crushed into smithereens.

I felt my heart sink...

I had been so happy that day after learning that Pat is not dating Pluto! All to just be crushed again in that same day. I felt tears form in my eyes, so I quickly ran to get a taxi so that I could go to Wai.

Wai is the only one who knows how I feel about Pat. I told Wai everything about us. How although Pat does not like to lose to me, he would purposely get lower scores on the exams just so that I could be first place.

He knew that I would my ass handed to me if I got anything less than first place. Pat's parents were very strict, and would ground him for months when he would get second place. He never said it, but I knew that he was worried for me and didn't want to see me get beaten up. I never thanked him for it...

*At Wai's Place*

"WHY ARE YOU CRYING LIKE YOU GOT STABBED IN YOUR HEART?! OH MY GOD, HURRY COME IN!" He had ushered me inside. He gave me a box of tissues and I just kept repeatedly wiping my tears that wouldn't stop away.

Wai makes me sit on his black leather couch. My throat feels very sore probably from all the crying taht I've been doing. I manage to choke out, "It's.. a.. long story." He shakes his head and gets up to bring me my favorite ice cream flavor. He brings me chocolate ice cream.

"I know it was that mother fucker Pat, wasn't it?!" He stands up from the couch and is about to angrily go look for Pat even though I didn't even mention his name.

I quickly get up and place the ice cream down on the coffee table. I grab Wai by his wrist and shake my head at him, "please don't.." It comes out very raspy.

Wai looks at my hand and then at my eyes and is basically pleading with me to go beat Pat up, but I shake my head no at him. He sighs in defeat and promises me that he's not going to go look for him.

"I need to go cool off, but I'll be back soon. Stay here! Don't even think about going back to your dorm!" He angrily storms out but doesn't slam the door like he usually would.

I slump back down on the couch.

I can't help but to think to myself that maybe the universe just doesn't want me to be with Pat, because I'm a huge self centered asshole that didn't really care about Pat until someone else wanted him. ..

I want to tell his date or boyfriend to take good care of Pat. To not under appreciate him, to hold him very close and never let go. To soak in his sun-like smile because who knows how long he'll be able to see it for. To always make it known to Pat that he is loved, because Pat always makes sure to make everyone feel loved and included. I hope he treasures him...