𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐎 𝐌. 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

HEATHER

CTTO: hugz4camilo

TW - NONE 

GENRE - ANGST

chay: yes, I am in the mood for angst.

♫ I still remember, the 3rd of December ♫

I finally built up the courage to tell him,

To tell Camilo Madrigal how I felt.

♫ Me in you're sweater, you said it looked better in me then it did you ♫

Every time I tried confessing to him or tried to ask him out, at the last minute, I always backed out Of course, to Isabela and Dolores's disappointment.

They were the ones to encourage me to do it, well, mainly Dolores, she was the only one who would truly understand how I felt, mainly because she probably heard me secretly talking about him

♫ but watch your eyes as she walks by ♫

They were all gathered in a room, talking and laughing as I paced around the laundry room, trying to figure out what and how to tell him.

It was now or never.

I drew in a breath, hoping for the best as I walked out of the room, ready to tell Camilo. Hopefully.

♫ She's got you mesmerized, while I die ♫

I poked my head into the crowd, fingers crossed, but suddenly stopped when I heard what seemed to be... clapping in cheering?

Did Dolores and Mariano finally get engaged?

♫ Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty ♫

But that didn't make sense either, the two were standing right in front of me.

However, the person who I didn't spot was Camilo

♫ You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester ♫

Isabela and Dolores exchanged a worried glance as I tried to brush past them, giving them a confused look as Dolores placed her hand over my eyes, blinding me.

♫ Watch as she stands with her, holding you're hand ♫

"What are you doing?" I hissed, prying away from Dolores, pushing past the other people.

I ignored their protests, though only to find Camilo- and some other girl, standing in the center of the room, both grinning- and holding hands.

♫ Put your arm around her shoulder, now I'm getting colder ♫

I brushed it off, returning the smile.

"Y/n!" Camilo exclaimed beyond the crowd of people who were gathered around him, I found that my cue to go to him.

♫ But how could I hate her, she's such an angel ♫

"Cami... I need to tell you something" I mumbled quietly, though seriously. Camilo looked quite interested leaning closer.

"Oh! What a coincidence, so do I!" he let go of the girls hand, motioning for me to follow him outside to his rather large backyard.

♫ But then again, kinda wish she were dead ♫

"Y/n-"

"Camilo-" we both said at the same time, letting out a soft chuckle when we realized we were talking over each other,

"Oh, you can go first" he offered, offering a small smile

♫ As she walks by, what a sigh for sore eyes ♫

"Alright" I bit my lip, inhaling sharply, "I've been meaning to tell you this for a while now, but, I like you Cami" I muttered, avoiding eye contact, my eyes glued to the ground, " I really like you're smile and- and..."

My voice trailed off when I saw that he wasn't smiling anymore, looking more... shell-shocked.

♫ Why would you ever kiss me? I'm only as half as pretty ♫

Oh god.

I knew this was a mistake, I should've never listened to Dolores and Isabela.

Turning a bright shade of red, I crossed my arms over my chest, my eyes trailing to somewhere else.

♫ You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester ♫

How I wished I could dissapear right there, sink into the floor and never come out. How could I face Camilo ever again?

But nothing, literally nothing, could prepare me for what he'd told me next.

♫ But you like her better, I wish I were heather ♫

"N/n," I could hear the hesitation in his voice as he gave me a sympathetic look, he was carefully considering what to tell me, "I was going to tell you that... *insert another name* and I are dating"

"I-" I barely managed to say anything, I felt the blood rush into my face. At this point, I was probably as red as a tomatoe.

♫ Oh, I wish I were heather ♫

"That's why everyone was cheering and clapping" he continued, placing a hand on my shoulder as if he were trying to comfort me, "We can talk about this..."

"No, no, I'm sorry, Camilo" I shrugged it off as if I didn't care, but I could feel the tears starting to prick my eyes, "It's stupid, I think I might leave now... I'm tired"

♫ Oh I wish I were heather ♫

I turned away, quickly wiping away the tears that had trickled down my face, but I was only to be pulled back by Camilo, who pulled me against his chest, hugging me.

"Y/n, please, we can still be friends! You're still my bestfriend-" he started, though another voice cut him off, this one was the one I did not want to hear at that moment.

♫ Why would you ever kiss me? I'm only as half as pretty ♫

"Cami?" Of course, it was her. I should've known, her eyes flicked from me back to Camilo.

Her presence only made me want to cry harder, and before I could stop myself, I felt a tear trickle down, then another... then another.

♫ You have her your sweater, it's just polyester ♫

"I-" It was time for Camilo to not know what to say. I stood there silently, crying into Camilo's arms as his new girlfriend stared at me.

"Y/n? Are you ok? What's wrong?" I roughly pushed away from Camilo, barely even caring if I was hurting his feelings or not, I just wanted to get out of there,

Isabela shifted a bit, blocking the entrance so Camilo couldn't enter, with a confused E/n standing behind him.

♫ But you like her better ♫

"No- Isabela! I need to talk to her!" Camilo called out, desperation in his voice, but I completely ignored him, crumpling down onto the couch, "I still want to be friends!"

Dolores took her place beside me, attempting to comfort me, but nothing could heal what just happened.

♫ I wish I were ♫