Saving Myself (Law and Order)

Chapter 135♡

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(Phoebe's P.O.V)

I had felt rotten all day. Seriously.. what was with this headache? I'd had no appetite either. Laying down, I just closed my eyes. My phone than rang. It was my mom. "Hey Mom. No.. not really. But, I'll be fine later." As she continued to talk, I ran to the bathroom. "Erugh." My head was killing me. "Darling.. how are you feeling?" Placing myself near the bathroom wall, I told her that I felt sick. "When was your last period?" I felt so embarrassed. "Probably about 3 weeks ago." Oh no. "I'll get you a test." As she said bye, I washed my face and cleaned my teeth. My phone then bleeped. It was Finn. I loved him so much. "Hi." He asked me if I was ok. "I'm good. What are you up to tonight?"

He said that he might just chill at home. "Us guys might go out tonight but I'm not so sure." I said that sounded good. "I'll text you later. Love you." He said to enjoy my evening. "I will. Love you too."

Putting on some casual clothes, I heard the door. "That was quick Mom!" She gave me the bag. As she went to make a drink, I did what I needed to do. That night with him was incredible. We had been partners for so long. What would I tell the girls? 2 minutes felt like forever.. the timer bleeped..

Pregnant.

Oh ok.. Processing everything, I just took a few deep breaths. Putting the test in my jeans pocket, I opened the bathroom door. Heading into the kitchen, my mom turned around. "So.. what did it say?" I got a glass of water. "Darling.. whatever happens, I'll be here for you." I burst into tears. "It's positive Mom." She hugged me. "It's ok. Everything's going to be ok." As she comforted me, I got my bag. "I'd better head to Amanda's." Mom offered to drop me off. "That would be great. Thanks." My mom then spoke about the possibility of being ready. "Well, I have a stable job. Finn does too. He's been in my life for a while Mom." She then said that she was excited at the thought of being a gramdma. Pulling up outside Amanda's house, I thanked. "Please keep it to yourself."

Kissing my cheek, she promised me that she would. "See you soon Mom. I love you." Heading indoors, I waved as she drove off. "Hello?" I heard giggling. "Hey Pheebs!" Faye hugged me. "Hello. How are you? I've not seen you in ages." As we caught up, Liv, Amanda, Alex and Nina were all in the living room. "Hiya!" Amanda then asked me if I'd like a drink. "Just a glass of water please." Amanda said that she had a great idea tonight for dinner. "I was thinking that we could make chicken filled pitta breads with some salad.' Everyone said that sounded good.. "Pheebs?" Nina tapped my shoulder. "Yeah?" They all then sat with me on the carpet. "Is something up?" I shook my head. "I'm just tired. That's all." Drinking the water, I could smell something.. I felt sick. "Could I use your bathroom please?" Amanda took me. "I'll be outside."

I continued to throw up for a bit longer.. I stopped as I heard a little knock. "Are you ok in there Pheobe?" Amanda asked. "Yeah." Opening the door, I just explained that I'd not been well. "What's up?" I told her what was really going on. "That's amazing! I'm so pleased for you." She hugged me. "I just smelt the salad and it made me feel queasy.." She apologized. When we walked back through, the girls all hugged me. "I'm pregnant." The rest of them congratulated me. "We are so happy for you." Sitting down with Faye and Nina, I cried a bit. "I was just so scared of the possibility. What if I'm not good at being a mom?" Faye said that wouldn't be the case. "You are such a good person. You're caring, friendly, sweet, funny and such an amazing friend." She cuddled me. "Well, you've been quiet all night Nina... did something happen on your date night?" She blushed furiously.. "My best friend did something naughty!" As we gathered around her with glasses of wine, Amanda took out ingredients and other bits and bobs.