Saving Myself (Law and Order)

Chapter 9 ♡

(Elliot's P.O.V)

Just getting home was difficult when Liv was looking so hot.. Once I'd opened the door, we made our way upstairs, I gently undressed her as I kissed her. Her being pregnant was hard as I now had to take my time. As my body part edged towards her insides, I felt her lips on mine. "Oh baby.. you're so sexy.." As we walked towards the bed, she yearned for me.. "Be careful Ell." Now she was growing, I loved taking my time.. "I've got you Liv.." She moaned as I pleasured her.. when she smiled, it turned me on so much.. going at a fast pace, I continued to ask her if she was feeling comfortable.. "Yeah.." She looked gorgeous.. rubbing her bump, she said that she was going to climax any minute. "Ahhh baby.. please.." She kissed my shoulder as I looked at her.

"That was unexpected." Giggling, I rubbed her growing stomach. "It was lovely seeing our child today. I reckon we're having a girl." Liv stroked my hand as she covered up. "You think so?" Saying yes, he asked about names. "I love the names Annalise, Bea, Emma, Jade and Tyler." We had to also think about decorating the other bedroom. "Hey you.." Elliott stroked my stomach. "I'm your daddy. Just know that your mommy is the best. She's so nice." Liv stroked her fingers through my hair. "You're amazing." Liv then reached for her phone. Looking at the time, she rushed. 'We had better get back to work." Listening to Elliot talk about possible names for a boy, he listed them all. "I like Caleb, Adam, Harry and Noah."

(Olivia's P.O.V)

Once we got there, Amanda noticed that I was flustered. "Come with me." Laughing, Munch was chatting to Elliot. Sitting down in our canteen area, Amanda raised her eyebrows. "We had our scan earlier on." Amanda joked about... saying she wasn't talking about that. "He wanted a piece. He couldn't help it!" Giggling along with her, she took a look at the scan picture. 'This is adorable. How is Nina?" I actually missed her call... I'd got distracted. Thinking about his hands travelling up my leg, I bit my lip.😍

Calling her back, she sounded happy. "Hello you. I've found a new job at a local cafe. "That's great. Are you free later on this evening?" She said that she was. "We could meet up for some food if you like? Then I can meet your new boyfriend." Amanda went back to work with her coffee as I went to make some lemon tea. I was liking that at the moment. "Yeah. I'll see you this evening. Love you loads." After ending the call, another text message came through. It was from a counsellor. I was experiencing terrible thoughts. And no, I had decided not to tell Elliot about how my current state of mind was like. I didn't want him to worry.

You're going to be a single parent.

Elliot will cheat on you again. You horrible bitch.

I knew that my hormones were all over the place.. even sleeping at night. I couldn't do it. I was paranoid. Over my OWN relationship. It was actually a joke. I finished my drink.. heading back to my desk. "Are you ok Liv?" Finn touched my shoulder. "Yeah. I'm fine." Elliot was at the other desk. 'So, we are going to get a warrant signed to arrest this guy for keeping these girls." Elliot stood up.. the thing was, he knew just by looking at me.. that I wasn't fine. I felt broken.

Replying to the message, I just walked out of the precinct. "Liv?!" Elliot called after me..

Amanda, Munch, and Cragen followed me as I ran outside. Panic filled my lungs.. I was terrible. This baby didn't need me. I knew how I was. Closed off. That was me.

What was I going to do?

Authours note:

Sorry for all the suspense! Forgive me!!🙌😘 I'm so grateful for the love on this book. It's giving me the motivation to write more. Leave your thoughts and theories. I'd love to hear them.♡

Lauren😘xxx