Hate that I love you

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•1 week later•

•Finns pov•

Rachel hasn't woken up yet. She has one more month then they're taking her off life support. Today I'm also leaving for the Army again. I'm still hoping for a miracle that she wakes up before I leave.

The doctors told me she could wake up any day now! I do and don't want to see her. What if she's still mad at me? I don't need her waking up and yelling at me, that could stress her out.
Should I just get out of her life forever?

•Rachel's pov•

I have been trying to open my eyes this whole week. Finally I moved my fingers a little bit. Then finally I opened my eyes but the light makes me close then again. After getting used to the brightness of the light my eyes fully open.

Next thing I know a doctor comes running in and gasps. They look utterly surprised I moved my fingers not to mention woke up.

D: Well since you were asleep so long you are all healed and can leave in a couple of days. We need to run some tests to make sure you healed properly.

I remember Finn told me he was leaving at noon to get on the plane to Afghanistan.

R: What time is it?
D: 11:00.
R: I need to go!
D: No your not.

I get up and run out the hospital. I see people coming after me but then finally give up once I reach the door and leave the building.

I look for a taxi, I find one and jump in telling them the hotel where I am staying at address. When we get there I get changed *outfit above* and leave for the airport.

Once I get to the airport it's 11:55. I run in and I find Finn about to sit down waiting for them to call his plane. I have tears already in my eyes knowing I have to say good bye again.

R: Finn!!
F: *turns around and smiles*

•Finns pov•

I was about to sit down to wait for my plane to be called when I heard someone yell my name. This name sounded a little too familiar.

I turn around as see RACHEL! She's crying and looks scared happy and terrified. I have a big smile on my face seeing that she cares about me so much and she woke up!

R: Before you leave I have to tell you I love you! I don't care who knows it. Noah was a boyfriend to make me forget about you but the thing is I used to hate to love you but now I love it.

F: I have been waiting for so long for you to tell me that. The only thing is I never hated to love you. I will always love you, remember that if I don't make it. *kisses her*

R: You will make it because your my hero.
F: Your mine.

LAST CALL FOR 188 AFGHANISTAN!

F: I have to go. Rachel I want you to move on. When I come back and your with someone else I won't be surprised because anyone will be lucky to have you. I want you to be happy. Love someone the way you love me.

R: I'll try...
F: No you will.
R: *crying*
F: Good bye.
R: Good bye.

The thing is I'm terrified what if this is the last time I see her?