"new year's eve is close and i just wanted to use this as a way of like, letting you know- i can't bear the thought of losing you moon. we don't talk anymore at school or after school and we never hung out this year at all and i'm just, listen- if you wanna break the friendship with me, please talk with me, moon. what did i do? why did you suddenly stop talking with me? apologies for too much questions but i really wanna know why everything just stopped between the two of us. okay, have a good year, moon."
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"hey iven, i'm really sorry for just fully uh, absent in your life for a year and i didn't tell you anything or like just anything. i just, you know how the art teacher at our school told us about a painting like it was bright pink color with a touch of dark color on the middle? she said to like come up with each unique perception on it and remember how you said it's just bright colors and a big black hole on it like the mole in your forehead? (that was really funny by the way) okay back to the point, remember how i told you that painting reminded me of someone being around a person or a group of people that makes them happy and such and only thing that's been troubling the someone is because they're hiding something like lying or like having a secret which can ruin the happy colors and so the black hole is just existing in her mind?"
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"...yes?"
"and like remember how you told me if there's anything like a secret or one of us is hiding something, you'll respect it and won't force me into letting it out it etc?"
"moon, that was like a year and a half ago, i don't remember all of the classes i took, especially art."
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"please try to remember or like, please tell me you get this, iven."
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"okay, moon. and your point is..?"
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"my point is, i'm having the painting moment with you. and i don't know how and when and if i will be able to tell you this. i never lied to you about anything and you deserve full honesty, iven and i distanced myself from you because of this one reason. but after that email you wrote to me, i couldn't bring myself to ignore it to the point where it completely shatters you. shatters our friendship, so i decided to let you know, that- i'm hiding something from you and i hope you can respect that, iven."
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"i, i have no words moon."
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"does that mean, this uh, this is the end of our friendship?"
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"no."
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"oh."
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"i'm just, i'm really mad at you for completely ignoring me through out the year. i missed talking with you about comics, about physics and listening to you talking about art and stuff and i missed you a lot, moon. for you to completely distanced yourself from me because you believed i deserve honesty is just, no, moon. the only thing that i wish on deserving is your presence and i'm mad at you after years of our friendship, you didn't get that."
"but that doesn't mean i wanna end the friendship. that is, if- you are okay with being friends again."
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"oh, yeah. yeah of course and i'll be friends with you as long as you're okay with the fact that i'm hiding something from you."
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"you can lie and hide about anything you want, moon just don't leave me again, please."
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"i won't, i promise you that i won't."
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"thank you."
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"so are we..."
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"what did you learn on art today?"
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Romanceevery love story starts without a solid plan or at least that's what people say, right? but when it comes to a girl with the oddest dreams and a realistically minded boy; it begins with passing letters and exchanging nothing but glances and differen...
