so it is (m)

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there he is. in front of me, right five inches away from me, standing, looking at me and the memories from seven years ago starts to trail around me and only him.

so i see-

from everything to everything, moments like when we were seven and so we glanced at one another and went on with our lives not knowing how vastly important our friendship was gonna be and moments like how i chose to reach out to him to congratulate for having a good middle school result and moments him being there for me always till moments where i chose to leave him without a goodbye, without anything, with nothing.

so i take-

a deep breath, slowly trying to let myself be on a position where i can get all of the perfect responses to say. but what do you say to a person who meant more than the world to you and one you left seven years ago only because you felt that was the good decision to make? what do you say when you find yourself face to face with him, seven years later- on a balcony of a birthday party of a guy your best friend likes? how do you pucker up words to say? for sentences to form?

so i stay,

silence. time slows down as he just stood there. our eyes locking, our thoughts flowing and i knew he have so many questions. i thought there would be hatred in his eyes, disgusts. but there's nothing except him, standing there.

so i fall.

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