A Different Kind Of Love Triangle

Chapter 17: Uncontrollable.

"N has feelings for me.."

(That thought was echoing in my head.
I looked at N who was furious at Sebastien..)

N: How did you know?!
(He yelled furiously)

Sebastien: I had to pull some strings on your ex-boyfriend.

N: It is true... You're blackmailing him?!
I thought you were a douchebag but not a criminal.
(Sebastien yawned)

Sebastien: Boring. You wanna fuck or not?

N: Fuck you!
(He looked at me for a second, but quickly averted his gaze and ran off crying.)

Nathan: N- N wait!
(I took off after him as a bored Sebastien said "Bye.." behind me..

. .

I tried to call out N, but the music was drowning my voice.
He was aimlessly running till he found a sign that said "Emergency Exit" and started making his way towards that direction..
Following the directions N found a door.
And while he was opening the door I was able to almost catch up to him..
He opened the door and bolted out)

Endrik!

(I was finally able to grab his arm and stop him..
The door led us to a deep dark alleyway.
The only light source was the moonlight..
I could hear cars passing through on the main street..
The alleyway had some big boxes that seemed cleaned.. maybe it all belonged to the club,
And a big trash bin that was placed at the opening.
N who was halted didn't face me.
So I turned him around to see his face covered in tears.)

"N.. are you okay?"
(I asked as I cupped his face..)

N: I'm sorry... (I had no idea why he was apologizing to me, but before I could ask he yelled)
I'm so sorry! you probably hate me now.
(I looked at him glassed eyed as he brushed me off.)

Nathan: Why.. would I?
(He didn't seem to hear me as he continued blabbering on)

N: I promise that it was not like how you think-
I never preyed on you.
It's just- I just- it happened..
You probably think that I've only seen you as a sexual object since day one. It's not like that, I promise!
You mean so much to me and I would be absolutely devastated if you feel like I only want you because of your body.
I-
(I cut him off)

Nathan: Hey, Hey. (I grabbed his shoulders comfortingly)
Why would I hate you?
I could never..
I would never think something like that..
You're genuinely a piece of my heart.
You have absolutely no idea how much I care about you.
You are always there for me, you always make me laugh..
You're.. N!
You're my... (The word "love" stuck to the tip of my tongue..)
Everything...
(N looked at me with tearful eyes..)

N: Thank you... I..
(He hugged me as I wrapped my arms around him, trapping him in a warm embrace..
I don't know how long we were standing there..
He lifted up his head from my shoulder.
Slowly backing away, yet he stopped as his eyes looked into mine..
I felt breathless as I sensed his heavy breathing..
He was so close.. only if I could..
Close the distance..)

Nathan: N.. I-
(Before I could finish my sentence, he pressed his lips onto mine..
And damn did it switched on something inside of me!
I cupped his face yet again as our lips kept finding each other in the dark.
I let my hands down and grabbed his waist..
Beckoning him closer, kissing him hungrily.
One could walk through the door and find us like this but I don't think we cared..
He was finally between my arms and I was not letting him go anytime soon.
N trailed his lips down and bit my collarbone)

Ah-

N: Is this.. okay?
(He asked genuinely)

Nathan: More than okay..
(He caught my lips again as his hand traveled down..
From my neck, down to my chest, to my stomach.. and finally stopping as he reached beneath the navel..
He firmly caressed the area as we both melted into each other.)