Finding a Way to You (Book One of The Finding Series, going through revision)

Chapter 14

(Hey my loves!! Well this chapter is going to be sad. I'm just warning you. And im sorry to say its got maybe 15 to twenty chapters left. Please comment ideas and vote!  Now here is the chappy)

(Recap)

(Her eyes, fixed onto mine, never left me. Her hair tousled a bit from the events from tonight and her clothes wrinkled as well.

"Jamie..." I cut her off with my lips, slightly pressing them to hers.

She sank into the kiss, as I traced her lower lip with my tongue, begging for entrance, she gladly granted.

Her hands, as if on instinct, went around my neck and her fingers found my silky locks.

I smiled as our tongues wrestled for dominance, loving the feeling of her kissing me.

I tightened my grip on her waist and pulled her closer to me. Feelings of electricity, found their way through my body. Every kiss igniting the fire building up in my chest. 

We broke for air, my forehead resting on hers, her lips slightly swollen from our intense kiss.

"Jamie, thank you. For bringing me tonight. It changed my life, just as you have. I can't wait to go out with you." She said, while I stole another kiss from her subtle lips.

"Alright beautiful, I will call you later!! Goodnight." I said kissing her lips once more, longing for the feeling of them on mine.

"Alright, goodnight Jamie. Thank you again."

"No problem, I did't regret that one, Becca." I told her as I walked back to the cherry red car sitting in the drive.

Before I started the car, I bowed my head and prayed for the miracles God allowed to happen tonight.)

( Becc's POV)

I can't explain the overwhelming happiness, that I have been experiencing. It's like there is no weight on me anymore.

I felt myself come back into consciousness and let out a whimper. My head was spinning and I felt extremely light headed. I tried to sit up, but my body had other ideas.

What happened to me? 

I have never experienced this feeling before.I felt as if I would fall at any second. Let's just say this is amazing! I feel drunk but I have never drank before in my life.

I feel high, but never did any drugs. How can I be feeling this way?

Jamie's face came into view, and before I knew what I was doing, I dove into his arms and broke down in a fit of sobs.

"Oh, Becca. Sweetie. It's okay. What are you feeling, honey?" He uttered to me,while he rubbed small circles on my back.

I took a shaky breath. "I can't explain it. It's like I'm on air. I'm happy but I feel sad at the same time. I feel free." I said,and another loud sob rocked my body. Jamie brushed a stray hair, behind my ear. 

"Do you want me to explain what happened?" He asked me, and I nodded, while sniffling, and trying to stop the tears that continued to pour out of my eyes.

"Well, you falling out is called being slain in the spirit. It is when the power and love of God is so overwhelming it consumes you. It's like falling deeper in love with God." My eyes grew into saucers and understanding and confusion grew on my face. I thought God left me. How could this happen if he didn't exist.