Finding a Way to You (Book One of The Finding Series, going through revision)

Chapter 10

(A/N Alright guys here is the long awaited chapter ten!! Please let me know what you think. Comment and vote!)

Becca's POV

(A/N Okay this chapter is starting out with a dream Becca is having while in the hospital. It will be italicised so it won't be confusing.)

'' The brightness that was around me was almost blinding. The smell was of roses and lilacs. I couldn't tell where I was, but what I did know, it was angelic. The clouds were of pink and purple. But what I couldn't piece together was where I was.

"Becca." A voice called out to me. The voice was very calming and I instantly relaxed at the soothing tone of this unknown tongue.

"Y... Ye..Yess" I stuttered out. "Why do you not trust me? Or the plans I have for you? Why do you doubt me, Becca? I see every tear that falls, I hear every cry you make.

"I have heard the prayers that you prayed for comfort, but you need to trust me. I have put Jamie in your life for a reason. You two have a lot in common but you don't realize it yet. He has experienced hurt and abandonment. He is having a hard time forgiving people for things he blames on his self. Open up to him and he will open up to you!

 

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

"Listen to me my child, I am here even though you can not see me. Please don't be afraid! I am taking care of you!

I AM THE GREAT I AM"

I awoke with sweat dripping from my brow. That dream felt so real. What I couldn't put together is WHO that was. Could it be God? No that's not possible. I gave up on Him a long time ago!

It was now seven thirty am and I would be going home tomorrow. I looked over at the sleeping figure across the depressed, antiseptic aroma filled room.

He looked so peaceful when he slept, except he had worry across his face. His blond locks fell in a tousled mess on his perfect head. His rugged body was cramped in a tiny purple arm chair and his robustness would contract every time he switched positions. I could see they sturdy built body underneath the compacted under-armor shirt. His soft luscious lips contorted into a soft smile and his eyes opened groggily, looking around the room then stopping once he saw me.

He scooted his disgusting eggplant colored chair to sit beside me.

"Hey, how did you sleep?" I smiled at him a genuine smile.

"I slept okay, for being in a hospital bed." I said trying to make a joke.

He chuckled. "I bet it is better than being in a freaking uncomfortable arm chair that smells like but!" He replied making me laugh my annoying giggle.

"I told you to go home yesterday. Rachel can stay with me, you don't have too." I said knowing what I was getting myself into.

He frowned at me and then began gazing his deep blue orbs into mine. And before I knew it his lips were on mine. I couldn't do anything, I was to in shock. I decided to kiss back. Our lips moving in sync as the kiss deepened. He nibbled my lower lip asking for permission. I gladly responded opening my mouth.