All in

All in || part thirty-four

•Home •
•Los Angeles, California•
•3:14pm•
•March 26,2020•

_______Kentrell______

Starring down at Angel contact name in my phone I contemplate on hitting ha up. I know I was wrong and was acting out of hurt but Ian have no reason to. I regret doin ha like dat cause she ain't deserve it. Me understanding where I went wrong ain't gon change tha fact that I don't want ha wit dat Nigga. Or any Nigga at that.

I ain't one to apologize but right nie that's all I can do to get her back. Hearing yelling come from downstairs I sigh and turn off my phone. Standing up from my bed I stretch getting ready to deal wit dis bullshit. I walk out my room and the closer I get to the stairs I can hear it's gang arguing with Mina.

Maneeee at this point I'm finna leave these niggas been arguing for tha last two days. Shit lame Fareal. Getting downstairs I follow they yelling to the kitchen seeing Mina screaming at the top of ha fucking lungs red in tha face while Kd clapping his hands after everything he say while gang sit back and laugh.

Kayden and Kacey just stadin' by tha back door watching they tha only ones I got right now. "Aye shut tha fuck up!" I yell making Mina jump and turn to me and kd laughs. "Fuck wrong wit y'all?" I ask mugging them. "Baby it's not even me. They keep fucking wit me callin me out my name and I'm sick of it" mina yells over and me and I'm taken back cause who tha fuck?

"Say watch yo tone mane you know betta" I said making her sigh and look down. "Mane she lyin' all we was doin was talkin bout Angel and shawty got mad" Ben said coming out my pantry wit some Hershey chip's ahoy cookies. "Right. Wasn't nobody talkin to ha ass. She bout crazy as fuck" three said going ova to tha door grabbing Kacey.

"She ain't crazy the bitch delusional and jealous as fuck" Kd said mugging ha making gang laugh. So he who was callin ha out ha name. Shit Dats just him fuck ima try and change a grown man fa'?

"Say three take dem outside right quick lemme talk to ha. Ion care what y'all niggas do I just need y'all out of hea" I said looking over at Mina seeing her laying her head on the counter. They leave out tha back door and I go ova to tha refrigerator opening it.

"Baby I really didn't- Mane shut that shit up ain't no need to lie" I cut ha off grabbing a Sprite then closing the door. When I turn around to Mina she sitting up on tha counter looking down at her hands.

"Be fareal Mina you jealous of Angel and no matter how many fucking times I tell yo delusional ass I just want you and not ha you steady do stupid shit. You grown as fuck mane and I'm deadass tired of playin dis lil game witchu" I said walking over to stand in front of her.

When she looks up at me it's tears in ha' eyes but that shit ain't phasing me. "I'm not even jealous of her, fuck her. It's the fact that I have to fight for some fucking respect with your friends and she just gets it. All they do is talk shit about me and to me but you keep letting it slide but if I was her you'd probably kill they asses for that shit" she ranted raising ha voice.

"Say You'n know ha' to say fuck ha' and what tha fuck you think? My bruddas just gon fuck wit you even afta all tha shut you done put me through? Yea I forgave you and I'm still wit you but Dats cause I love you. And if you want tha truth hell yea I'd fuck dem niggas up behind Angel cause she ain't nothin like you. She got respect fa' herself and everybody else. Yeen got shit and expect shit to be handed to you" I said feeling a lil bit of weight lift off my chest.

Tears start to stream down ha face and I shake my head opening my drink. "S-so we took that trip for no reason?" She asks looking up at me. "Nah it was a reason. We finna work on us but shit you gotta know you tha problem mane. And it ain't gon be too much longer before I stop fucking wit you. Dis shit getting old. I'm 20 and I ain't got time to be doing this witchu forever. Grow up dude" I said before walking out leaving ha.

I pull out my phone and text Jason so he can pull up. I been needing to get some shit off my mind and recording tha only way since Angel ain't hea wit me.

______Angel______

"Is that everything?" Isaiah asks putting my suitcase in the trunk of his Escalade. "Yeah I think so" I said looking back at my house trying to rack my brain. "Alright then lets go" he said shutting the trunk and walking over to me. I turn around and he grabs my hand leading me to the back door opening it for us.

I slide in with him behind me. Once he's in the driver pulls off heading to the airport. Isaiah has to go out to Miami for business and invited me to stay for a week with him. I'm so happy because this will be the most time that we've spent together.

Feeling his arm snake around my waist I look up to him just as he pulls me closer. He places a kiss on my forehead making me smile. "I hope this mini vacation helps you feel better. I just wish you would tell me what troubling you" he says intertwining our hands. I sigh resting my head on his chest.

"I know but I just don't want to talk about it" I said closing my eyes. He hums and holds me closer making me smile.

I'm not too comfortable to be telling him everything but after me and kentrell's argument I've been feeling really down. I miss him so much but he really hurt me. I thought that he would understand me wanting to be in a relationship but he didn't.

Who's to say that me and Isaiah will last forever? So this trip is to help me keep my mind off of kentrell as you can see he's still living rent free in my mind.

If me and Isaiah are going to be together I still want kentrell present in my life. It's not like I would replace him in my heart and forget about him. I just wish he knew that.

_____Mina_____

I look at the time on my phone seeing it's 10:03pm. Kentrell is sleep and so are the boys. I know he'll be knocked out for a while because I crushed some melatonin and put it in his Gatorade earlier.

Diamond texts me telling me to come meet her down the street and I smile. Grabbing my purse I get up from the couch and walk out of the living room. Making sure I lock the door I start to make my way down the street.

Tonight I plan on partying my fucking troubles away. I need this and I deserve this. Kentrell, his friends, that bitch and sadly his kids are a pain in my ass. If tonight is a success I will be doing this again. I'm letting go tonight and whatever happens, happens just that simple.

I see diamonds car and speed walk to it going to the passenger side opening the door. As soon as I slide in I feel like I can finally breathe. "Damn girl what happened to you?" She asks laughingly starting the car. "That house happened to me" I answer as she pulls off.

"We'll relax your about to have a whole night of fun" she says and I smile. "You might even find a little friend" she says smirking glancing at me and I shrug "maybe" I said before we both laughed. Like I said whatever happens just happens. Like he said I'm grown so I can do what I want.