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"Y/n, wait!" Barry said, making me turn around.
"What?" I replied, already annoyed.
"Where are you going?" He asked, concerned.
"Leaving. Why don't you go check with Iris?"
I stood there looking at him without any positive expressions. He looked at me confused. Walking closer to me, he held both my arms slightly and looked closely into my eyes. "I just want to know how you are, Y/n."
The way this man looks at me makes me feel as if he actually loves me. The way he holds me makes me feel as if I am actually cared for. The way he says my name makes me feel as if I am the most important person to him... But I'm not. I'm not loved by him. I may be cared for, but not the way I want to be. I may be important to him, but not the way I want to be. And that hurts, that hurts more than death. It hurts because I know he will never love me the way I love him. And Iris will never love him the way he loves her.
My back began to hurt before I said, "Barry, thanks for caring, but I. Am. Fine. I don't need you right now. I just need space."
He stepped closer to me, becoming only a couple centimeters in distance.
"Please, talk to me... I need you."
He looked deep in my eyes with something I've never seen before. I composed my nerves to say what I knew would hurt both of us.
"You have Iris."
I stepped back, shook my head towards him, and walked away from him. To be honest, I felt glad that he didn't come after me. I stepped away from the building and my back began to hurt more than the last time. Before I could do anything, what felt like wings appeared on my back. The wrist of the wings were a few inches above my head and the wingtips were dragging on the ground. When I deeply thought about what I did, I noticed my wings spread open. I talked to myself frustrated. "You can fly. Just do it." The wings automatically closed. "Oh, now you don't want to work!" I rolled my eyes angrily. My wings disappeared making me wonder how to control it better.
Walking around the city I lived in, I looked towards this beautiful skyscraper. I walked in and took the elevator all the way up to the last floor because I wasn't about to walk all those steps. I finally entered the roof and sat on the edge of the building looking down at everyone. People were talking, kids running, teens playing, and elders sitting. Watching all these people made me think about Barry. Made me think about how long I've known that guy.
I was angry.
I was there for him through all the shit he had in his life. I held on to him when it was his mom's birthday. I drove him to see his dad in every major celebration. I even helped ask out the girl of his dreams. Of course, she took it as a friendly hang out, but Barry wanted to be with her more than anything.
As I was thinking about everything, I felt my wings appear and spread again. Feeling the jolt of adrenaline as I sat on the edge of the building, I let myself fall.
....
Nothing.
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Nothing.
I was freaking falling to my death and my wings weren't doing shit! I could only see as the roof of the building began to shrink.
...
"AHHhhhhHHhhh!!!!!' I got scared! I'm gonna die!
After a great length of time, I shut my eyes and screamed waiting for the impact of my death.
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Complications With My Hero (Edited)
Любовные романы(On Hold) The same as my other one, just edited and changed. (Barry × Reader) (Savitar x Reader) You were in love with your best friend, but there was no way to tell him. Until something changed. You have to make a choice, which affects your life an...
